Wednesday, June 25, 2008

modern war

I´ve got to talk about this, cause in my HUMBLE opinion, we HAVE to change something 'cause.. this is going NOWHERE!

SO yea.. the army.. got to love it, man! All of the hard work and money spent on it- brilliant! Also that.. soldiers are the ones protecting countries and for the idea that.. those guys risk their lives to just save our fucking sorry whiny asses and let us live in peace.. well.. almost. There are those people who just can´t fight the urge to hurt people and stuff.. imho we should just collect 'em all together and ship them to Iraq.

But haha okay.. picture this now - some country attacks us.. and.. we take all of our finest and well.. just all of our soldiers and make them defend the country and whatnot.. okay so yeah.. sounds pretty cool? OH AND ALSO.. take all the military equipment that we spent BILLIONS on (yes, WE, since we fucking pay the taxes) and make them defend our FREEDOM! - ... well.. this is the understanding of the army, as in.. how things are probably going to happen, but.. I have a different viewpoint.. no surprise there.

So yeah, the soldiers go defending et cetera and then.. the country attack will go like: uhm, I´m bored - call back the troops.. and we´ll be like OMGOMG WE WON HEHEHEHEHE and then.. 2 minutes later KABOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM! .. THEN! haha! then I´d like god to DEFINITELY exist and let me survive the NUCLEAR ATTACK and let fucking laugh my ass off because of the irony..

IT DOESN`T MATTER HOW MANY PUSHUPS you do or how much time you spend in a gym - if a nuclear-ANYTHING drops anywhere near you, you´re gone! So.. I´m sorry if I´m so stupid that I don´t really understand the point of an army nowadays, because.. we could do shitloads of smarter things with the money and people instead of having them WASTED on nothing.

.. people always go like: omgomg, you criticize everything but do you actually have an alternative?!?! and.. yes, in a matter of a fact I do - let´s do something others haven´t! we ARE E-stonia.. let´s rebuild our lands surface so that.. nuclear bombs have absolutely NO EFFECT AT ALL! that would so fuck up every country's war strategies!

peace.

Monday, June 23, 2008

life as comedy

At some point I thought I didn´t have to talk about it, but guess I´ll just make a short conclusion.

This blog is meant as C-O-M-E-D-Y, something to laugh at and something.. to just.. read to pass the time. With everything I write here, I exaggerate A LOT and.. the swearing - well, that just gets a lot of attention and it´s better with it than without it. soo.. if you judge me and go like: omg you must be really sad or you´re really stupid - well, I am crazy and crazy as in.. bold.

I just really hope no-one takes this seriously, because.. I don´t and.. I have never in my life thought of myself better than anyone else and I wish that everyone feels that their equal to everyone else also.

PLEASE don´t get offended about anything since, it´s all VERY subjective and it´s just.. a place to talk about shit from point of views that.. are funny :) I´m not here to change the world nor bring anything down nor anything and.. if you´re making conclusions - don´t, since.. you don´t actually know how I feel and I could have just talked about something that I don´t support at all and.. you on the other hand might think that I live by it, which I don´t so.. as you can see, there´s absolutely no reason to get offended.

First thing I thought to myself before starting to write this is that.. I know a lot of people would get me totally wrong and.. well.. it´s meant to be not taken seriously.

And I´m deeply sorry for those who have been offended in any way.

go strong, peace out!

blowin' up all cars

HI! The weather sucks outside so.. that kinda inspired me to write here right now.. so.. yeah..

First of all.. in my humble opinion all cars should be blown up and licenses revoked and whatnot! I just LOVE getting pissed off when people are like: omgomgomg whinewhine I care about the world etc etc, wait until I DIRVE to the location IN MY HUMMER\MUSTANG to talk about it - YOU ASSHOLE!

There´s a campaign in Estonia.. which is.. pretty awesome actually, FIRST CAMPAIGN EVER where I don´t fucking have to change my lifestyle in order to "FIT IN BETTER." DAMN I loved eating junkfood and drinking 3l of coke every fucking day.. and then one day some assholes said how bad it actually was and then my brain went like: HEY, I THINK YOU SHOULD STOP NOW! I really liked eating junkfood, but not gonna get into that right now.

So yeah.. oh.. the campaign, sorry.. - anyways, it´s meant to make people not drive their cars and use public transportation more. I REALLY like the idea, because it´s brilliant and it will slow down our earth-rape-grandplan. But honestly, haha.. HONESTLY! Do you think the assholes will just stop driving their cars? I mean.. seriously, this will NEVER happen.

There are assholes who drive around and kill our earth so they would LOOK COOL! Oh fuck sake, this is actually NOT EVEN SLIGHTLY COOL! am I really the only one who like.. when someone drives in a bmw and has wasted all his loans and money on his car and tries to be cool that.. well?.. he just fucking looks so ridiculous that I can´t even laugh cause I SO feel SAAAAD for him\HER.

Oh yes.. and also, there are the people who drive their cars and they don´t wanna look cool and they just wanna support blaBLABLABLABA BOOOOOOORING - I don´t give a shit about you guys on this subject, you don´t give me anything to write about and you barely even excite me.

I vote for.. just fucking blowing up all cars! and make public transportation run everywhere! oh yes.. also the people who will prolly start bitching "OH BUT I NEED TO DRIVE OH OH WHINE WHINE BOO-HOOOOOOO" - firstly, I don´t give a shit.. BUT! I mean.. some assholes really have a good reason to be whining and bitching about this.. so.. ONLY public transportation and.. give the smart cars to those whiners BUT IF THEY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY need it, since there´s no logic in putting in an busline to.. some uncivilized place so the assface could drive to the city alone in the bus.

.. and PERHAPS! If this fucking camapign really catches on I MIGHT PERHAPS THINK about the fact of having my children born into this FUCKED UP WORLD!

peace!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

the GRAND plan!

I know this is a public secret and everything.. but.. I would just like to restate it, just to be on the safe side, owkay?!

So.. hmm, so we´re all on this plan together, right? I mean, we all agree and we´re doing everything in our power for this? Every month, every week, every day we do as much as we can.. riiiiiiiiiiight? And involving REALLY GOOD acting that we don´t give a shit and stuff like that?

Oh.. the plan, yes.. I mean.. you know, you´re doing it on daily basis - "LET`S TRY TO FUCK UP THIS EARTH AS FAST AS POSSIBLE!" - let´s synchronize all our fucking thoughts and concentrate on doing this! I mean, we should really motivate more and more people to fuck it up even faster, since.. our goal is obvious now we just need more fucking people for it! There are a couple of people who aren´t on-board with us, but I believe all you fuckers know that and.. know you can use more electricity to balance things out. Also we have the governments and the fucking companies on-board with this plan, so.. SOON WE WILL ACHIEVE OUR GOAL!

oh yes.. SAARCAASSSMMM... you FUCKING ASSHOLES!

Saturday, June 21, 2008

move your stupid ass!

I occasionally find the time to watch the discovery channel or.. just the news about the catastrophic areas of the world e.g. New Orleans hurricane Katrina & Montreal's ice storms.... like.. am I really the fucking only one who gets pissed off at those people who fucking live in those areas and just won't move?!

People in Montreal actually KNOW that there is a HIGH chance of an ice storm AND THEY STILL FUCKING LIVE THERE! What the fuck is WRONG with you people? Are you retarded or WHAT?!?! Oh.. and if you´re reading this and going: well.. I don´t have enough money to move or whatever.. FUCK! I´m SURE you have friends or family somewhere else AND EVEN IF YOU DON`T JUST FUCKING ESCAPING TO ANOTHER LOCATION WITHOUT ANY MONEY AND HOME WOULD STILL BEAT THE HELL OUT OF CONSTANTLY BEING HIT BY AN ICE STORM and.. having the chance to actually DIE! That shit is whacked!

I don´t know when the humans started being REALLY retarded.. I wish god made some kind of "limit of stupidity," so people wouldn´t fucking DIE for something they just want to do. When there´s the chance of you losing your life over something you do.. CHANGE YOUR PRIORITIES! Because if you won´t.. there WON`T BE NO USE FOR THEM ANYMORE! GET IT?!?!?

And.. people actually won´t move from the places where hurricanes and tornados hit.. yeah.. they won´t! Like.. what the fuck is wrong with those people? - Oh! damn! a tornado fucking destroyed my house and the people predicting the weather tell me that there is a high chance of other tornados hitting the same place within few months.. well! IT MEANS I HAVE TIME! I NEED TO BUILD MY HOUSE UP!

FOR FUCK SAKE! RETARDS! MOVE! I mean.. I have no sympathy for those people.. it´s like going biking to the mountains - YOU KINDA FUCKING DESERVE TO DIE IF YOU`RE THAT RETARDED!

peace out!

no-one to turn to?!

This is really new to me- I´m so pissed off that.. firstly.. I´ve never been this pissed off in my life and I´m like a kid in a museum - examining myself.. so yeah, I have to let some steam out. There are a couple of things I REALLY need to talk about since.. people just fucking piss me off.

Okay.. human rights.. if someone is violating them - who the fuck do you turn to? I thought about this one time and I came to a conclusion - NO-ONE! There´s fucking no-one you can turn to if you´re really in-need of HUMANITY! European Union is just some organization where.. people come together to whine and.. well.. that´s like.. it. EU has NO real power at all, it totally relys on the fact that.. when they say STOP other people will just stop and.. excuse me, but that´s just pathetic.

Just flip open some fucking history channel or whatever and you´ll see how protesters of some Asian country just get forced back! I mean.. there´s ABSOLUTELY no-one guarding the individuals life and everyone can only rely on themselves in the end it seems. I know some of you shitheads go like- oh but those countries don´t have democracy blablabla.. WHO THE FUCK CARES! THEY ARE STILL HUMANS! LIKE US! One human is not better than the other, we´re all EQUAL! Only thing is.. some of us are lucky, some of us.. are not. But still.. total respect to those people who protest even tho they know they have no chance of help from the western countries and.. well.. blah, that´s it.

One country to whom people could turn to is.. the glorious USA! - wait.. WHAT?!?! the country which voted Bush to be their president who just "HEARD THE VOICE OF GOD" and attacked a country? You REALLY think that country will help you in your human rights movement if they just fucking attacked a country and started killing innocent children and women? For fuck sake, this world is really fucked up!

There are soldiers who went to fight for the US in Iraq and.. a lot of them said: "When I arrived there.. I felt like I was doing something important" - when I heard that.. I totally flipped out, WHAT THE FUCK MAN?!?!?! WHAT THE FUCK!??! DOING SOMETHING IMPORTANT? KILLING RANDOM PEOPLE FOR FUN??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!...... People who run countries and governments and whatnot fucking do a brilliant job of brainwashing everyone to thinking that they´re doing the right thing every day when.. they´re CLEARLY NOT! I mean.. this is not even fucked up, this is plain SAD!

I´m totally speechless.. I need to REALLY calm down in order to continue anything on this subject.

PEACEEEEEEEEEEEE!

secret to losing weight

A lot of people have asked me that.. how do I stay so healthy and fit all the time AND I´m actually not a fucking vegetarian. First of all.. you don´t need to be a vegetarian to be "HEALTHY" - quotes because.. vegetarians ARE NOT(!!!!!!!!) healthy, I haven´t EVER in my life seen a normal looking one, just goes to show that even tho killing cows is "cruel and bad" and boohoooo.. it´s still freakishly AWESOME and has an utterly good affect.

So yeaaaah.. I just LOVE seeing fat people eating and whining about "not having a personal trainer" (stupid excuse) or.. "the money to afford to go to the gym" (oh.. yeah.. fat people could just not eat for a day and they´d have a billion dollars saved) and whatnot.. I mean.. you don´t fucking need those things - YOU NEED A FUCKING BRAIN! In a matter of a fact, you actually have the brain! so you just have to start T H I N K I N G for fuck sake. No gym or a personal trainer will help you as much as you can actually help yourself with a LITTLE (yes, ONLY A LITTLE) logical thinking.

My secret to losing weight.. I haven´t patented it, so.. feel free to spread it around and PERHAPS people will become healthy (AND BY HEALTHY I DON`T MEAN SKINNY, I don´t fucking wanna see skinny people that just sickens me.. when you become skinny you just get a freaking new set of problems- not 0(skinny) or 1(fat) - 0,5(CENTER)!) .. so.. here goes.. are you ready?!?! this is something you perhaps haven´t EVER thought of (let´s face it - otherwise you wouldn´t be fat) - HERE IT COMES (drums going wild) - eat a little less than you use and.. exercise! TADAAAAAAA! THAT`S THE WHOLE FUCKING SECRET! no diet pills, no dietfree crap, no more eating grass - a little common sense and there´s a solution staring you in the face!

Oh and yes, of course there are people who are mentally nuts and can´t stop eating and have a disorder and syndromes and BULLLLLLSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT! We are what we think and want for ourselves! Do you fucking know how powerful our brains are? AND.. WE.. CONTROL.. IT! So fucking stop living the emotionless, shallow, meaningless industrialism work-related 24\7 life and start thinking of your own health, your OWN LIFE before you become a stupid asshole.

And.. I don´t judge those people! I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO PROBLEM with people being overweight, I NEVER in my life think I´m better than anyone else, I mean.. if you were reading this and going: Zzzomg he must think he´s better - IT`S YOU WHO BRINGS UP THIS KIND OF THINKING! I mean, stop putting words into other peoples mouths - in conclusion.. be skinny (I mean.. not too skinny, that´s just africa-freaky) or be fat.. doesn´t matter.. but.. BE FUCKING HAPPY WITH YOURSELF, LOVE YOURSELF AND STOP WHINING!

peaceout!

Friday, June 20, 2008

that's not news! trains..

To begin with, I´d like to mention that I understand this shit is heavy and has a real deep emotional side and whatever else- get off my back, I´m not here to fucking hear your story or judge it.

BUT for fuck sake! When a train crushes a car- THAT`S NOT NEWS, that´s just everyday reality! first of all, don´t get your fucking ass on the tracks WHILE THERE IS A TRAIN COMING! and.. don´t fucking drink while driving, in a matter of a fact, don´t fucking drink it all! not gonna get into this RIGHT NOW, but that shit is so whacked also!

I´m just sick of reading the newspapers and stumbling on articles like these. I´d like to read shit like.. a tram drove right off the tracks and through downtown WITHOUT FUCKING HITTING ANYTHING and without anyone really noticing it and then in the end it just drove back into the tracks.. or.. if someone found a woman who actually made sense - HAHA, well.. I really exaggerated here, since I know a lot of really awesome women and I have a lot of really ineffable female friends, but somehow the fucking crazy whores still get more attention, just goes to show how fucked up our situation really is on this god forsaken planet.

.. and don´t you just fucking hate it when you´re yawning and a fucking bug flies into your mouth?

and.. where´s the love?!?!

peaceout!

Thursday, June 19, 2008

music rapeact

I never thought I was going to write about this, since I REALLY thought.. more likly.. hoped.. that this was someshit 3year olds did or something- guess I was wrong, again.. damn I´m sensing a pattern here.

Let me try to ask you politely.. what the (ah screw it) WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING THROUGH YOUR HEAD WHEN YOU`RE SAYING THAT SOME SHIT YOUR LISTENING TO IS ACTUALLY BETTER THAN THAT THE OTHER PERSON IS LISTENING TO?!?!? What the fuck is wrong with you? I mean honestly, for a moment, try to think it through - what was that made you as crazy as you are? You protesting 'thinking' and 'even slightly making sense'?!?!?!?

First of all.. I don´t fucking care if you REALLY think the music you´re listening to is better, fucking fag, but.. I´m sorry because you asshole actually bring down quite a few people, because.. there are people who believe people aren´t as fucked up as they really are.. and have their hopes up way too many times.

And.. secondly.. what do you mean by BETTER? I mean.. I don´t even fucking know myself, who the fuck are you to say which kind of music should I choose?!?! Did you like fucking assrape me with some kind of a camera when I was asleep and like looked into my soul and then fucking ran home and started sending me shit? okay.. I must admit, I kinda went out of hand here, KINDA - it´s like saying sort of, doesn´t mean anything really, except when added to a phrase like "I fed your cat."

In conclusion, what I´m trying to squeeze out of myself is that you don´t fucking know anything about anyone really, you.. don´t and.. the music thing - if you´re really INTO something and you want other people to listen to it, PHRASE IT BETTER YOU FUCKING DICKWAD - for example (cause you fucking assholes are so retarded everything has to be shown to you)
BAD WAY: HAHAHAHA MY MUSIC IS WAY BETTER THAN YOURS PLEASE LISTEN TO IT HEHEHE I RULE HEHEHEHE I LIVE IN THE WORLD OF ME HEEHEE
good way: I found some pretty good music, could you please find the time to listen to it and tell me what you think of it?

Everyone fucking sees the world differently, thank GOD that there are as many music styles and songs and bands (etc) as there are today. Respect to people who produce the love.

peaceout!

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

old people.. and people.. consideration

Hey.. this is not a PHASE or a fucking period I´m going through! stop jumping to conclusions - just some shit went down today that reminded me of some other shit that has been going down very much.. in my life (sounds like some really bad lyrics).

SO yeah.. what the fuck is up with people and their living in the world of.. THEM.. I mean - HELLO, OTHER PEOPLE EXIST TOO! .. I kinda really fucking try to understand that.. sometimes you just fade away and daydream, but this is ridiculous!!.. I know this is one of those things that shouldn´t ever piss anyone off about but..first of all.. it´s better to be pissed off than pissed on and.. I mean.. it´s not like.. before I was born god made me choose the things I would get pissed off and I was like HUMMMMM let´s pick the fucking small stuff that nobody REALLY notices, but still kinda ticks people off.. so anyways, back to the point, I´ll bring you a couple of example, hang in there!

One day I was just chilling and smiling and minding my own business while waiting for the bus.. everything was SHINY and nice and whatnot.. and then some fucking faggot came and stood RIGHT infront of me! that was my MAIN VIEWPOINT! I actually LIKED the things I saw there and I have a REALLY short attention span and that place kinda really cought my attention and.. continued for a really long time so.. I was having a little party in my head and then this assface just blocked me! I mean.. not like oh he stood like.. 50 yards away infront of like a really small thing I was looking at.. NO! I mean.. even I couldn´t have fit me between myself and the pavement.. and he somehow squeezed his ass there.

So.. I was like.. standing there and trying to make a face like: ZOMG WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING, MAN?! and.. he didn´t even look at me.. he was looking somewhere to the west and I was looking there at first.. but nothing caught my attention so this guy must be really numb if he saw something he really liked there, but in conclusion - why the fuck stand RIGHT infront of me? I mean.. I stood there, I liked my aura, there was PLENTY of room EVERYWHERE around me and he just picked that place! I have no idea what the fuck he was trying to accomplish.. but in the end I just stepped left and still had that good view and.. I also got into the bus faster than he did, even tho he prolly was planning to enter it before me.

And.. another time.. when.. uhm.. okay there was this situation today and there was this situation some time ago, I have no idea which one I´m gonna talk about.. I´m just gonna think it through for a minute.. (YOU DON`T HAVE TO TAKE A MINUTE LONG PAUSE WHILE READING THIS!)

I´ve decided.. so.. I was in the store one day and.. I was walking straight, not very fast.. well.. decent speed and.. from the right some guy wanted to get before me (I have no memory of where EXACTLY was I and where the fuck he showed up from, but.. it doesn´t matter..) so.. anyways.. he was actually further away from me and.. he was coming to "my lane" and.. he also saw me, but.. he was walking utterly slow for some fucking reason (none of my business.. I´m gonna just continue) and.. HE ACTUALLY STARTED TO BLOCK ME! at some point I was like.. WHAT THE FUCK DUDE?

Let me explain exactly what happened.. from my lens - he saw me walking in O.K. speed.. he wanted to cut in, he LOOKED AT ME, I actually SAW him acknowledging the fact that I was walking faster.. EYE CONTACT! COMMUNICATING! BODY LANGUAGE! then he stepped INFRONT OF ME, whilst walking REALLY SLOW and then ALSO looking at me from the corner of his EYE! I mean.. WHAT THE!?!? are people now intentionally messing with other people? Are you people SO FAR up your ass that.. you have to start messing with other peoples problems? You´re life is so fucking great and "in order" that you think oh.. I have FREE TIME, let´s try to just make other people angry, let´s see how that goes.

Please people, in crowded places, TRY to acknowledge other people! I think I´m not asking for too much, only the consideration of people who surround you.

.. oh yeah and I think I forgot to mention, but that bus-stop guy was really old.

swearing.. sorry.. you know.

oh and total respect to people who drive smart cars- ATLEAST SOMEONE´S DOING SOMETHING! .. there´s always the chance of WALKING (this activity should be advertised more, totally unpopular) AND YES, I UNDERSTAND THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CAN`T LIVE THEIR EVERYDAY LIVES WITHOUT DRIVING A CAR, geez.

peace&love!

humankind- totally fucked up!

Okay, so.. hey again. I haven´t written anything here since.. well.. nothing has really pissed me off lately, but.. some shit has been piling up in small stacks and.. I`M BAAAAAACK.

So.. today I´d like to talk shortly about people in general.. and.. opinions and.. well.. just the usual way of thinking, judging.. and anything that really goes with this.

I´d REALLY like to start with the judging other people subject. This is something that REALLY pisses me off just because people are so fucking STUPID! (and most definitely I´m not talking about YOU, my god, oh no!) I mean.. first of all, who the fuck are you to tell anyone ANYTHING what they "might" be doing wrong "IN YOUR OPINION"? I know the Freedom of Speech bullshit, but.. that just doesn´t cut it here - speaking your mind, not letting people hold you down, trying to make society better and pointing out huge flaws that might really hurt other people versus.. just being a FUCKING dick and trying to change other people.. just.. shut up now and read on.

You just don´t know what the FUCK it takes to be other people! YOU DON`T! YOU JUST FUCKING DON`T! You might THINK or GUESS, but.. if you take your head out of your ass one day, you might realize that you´ve just been really reckless AND HELLISHLY WRONG! .. oh yes.. and.. also stupid, but you already knew that, didn´t you.

OH! another thing.. I mean.. what the fuck is going through your head when.. let´s say.. someone gets offended because you said something and.. you ask: did THAT offend you? oh my god, what is WRONG with you? or whatever.. DUDE..S!.. what the fuck!?!? have you ANY idea what might be going through other peoples head.. at.. ALL?!?!? you might think that everyone sees the world like you do and every curse word is something everyone understands equally and.. any other fairytail bullshit like that, but I´m sorry to burst your bubble but YOU`RE FUCKING INCORRECT!.. oh and santa claus doesn´t exist either.

Dumdidum.. so.. an idea popped into my head - there are a lot of people nowadays who just.. judge other people for doing something they´re doing, whatever it might be.. and just.. trashtalk about them and think up crazy shit and just spread it around and see other people take the bait and then do the fucking happy dance of satan or whatever.. (haha.. satan..).. so yeah.. first of all, I´ve never had the time nor have I cared enough to talk with my female friends nor my gf's about girls subjects, but.. lately, again.. why the fuck everything just pops up lately? oh well, not gonna get into that.. so yeah.. lately I´ve been getting confirmation about the fact that.. well.. girls do this shit a lot and yes.. not only girls, guys do it too, but I´ve never in my life heard any of my friends talked anything like this before, so.. maybe I´ve just been a fucking lucky son of a bitch.

This thing just so fucking drives me crazy! How in the hell do you find the free time to actually try to fuck up other people?!?! AND WHY SHOULD YOU EVEN DO IT?!?! WHYYYY? I mean.. people who just are doing what they do, even if I don´t understand it or.. don´t approve of it.. are.. idols in my viewpoint. They do what they do, what they like, no matter what others say.. but.. I just can´t help it.. the fucktards who themselves are shallow, have no meaning and no purpose just try to fuck up those.. who HAVE a life and have hopes and dreams and they fucking know this shit and.. well.. I´m not sure why people rant on other people, guess everyone has hes\her own reasons, but.. this shit is just crazy.

I just fucking hope that.. if you´re one of those people who´s always trying to bring other people down, who´s saying untrue things about other people, who´s just hurting other people because you CAN (really good reason tho!).. that.. please.. for the sake of the humankind.. GET HELP! there are ACTUALLY trained professionals to help your sorry ass.

Huh.. okay.. you don´t know this but there was a break before the last para. and this one, but.. well.. NOW YOU KNOW! yet another subject that kinda pisses me off just because people are kinda retarded it seems, not kinda.. they are REALLY retarded, like.. what the fuck is wrong with them? I do really blame the government. and canada.. but that´s beside the point.. but yeah, the society and democracy and other fucking bullshit that goes with this.. let´s call it a 'thing'.. is really fucking up people and whatnot and.. oh.. I forgot, I didn´t say what pisses me off.. I´ll get right to it! SORRY!

This one day I was like.. arguing with someone I know.. about.. I don´t even remember what it was about .. and that´s not even important, so yeah.. we reached a point where he told me something he thought about it and.. I still continued to guard my opinion and explain why I believe in what I believe, when.. he was trying to just make me believe some shit he thought was right.. without any explenation or.. anything! (hence why I called it 'some shit'.. I really care what others think and say if they really believe in it and if it´s real and.. he\she has really thought about it and can back it up with facts and.. well.. ETC!)

Soooo.. we reached a point where he went like: zomg! but you aren´t like.. listening to me.. why argue!?!? - and I was like uhm.. first of all, I´d like to say that these TYPES of conversations aren´t 'ARGUING', people don´t even fucking know what they´re talking about these days, just fucking saying love is lust and whatnot, oh well.. so anyways, this is analyzing, both parties just saying what they think and whatever.. but guess he was just trying to make me believe in the same shit as he did.. so.. yeah, I was like.. I UNDERSTAND what you might be trying to tell me (it was really simple and.. I can really say that.. there´s a 35% chance of me being wrong on this one) so.. and.. well.. uhm, I lost my train of thoughts.. sec.. so.. hmm.. YEAH! I told him that I understood him, but it didn´t really change anything I believe in and then he was like.. I don´t believe you! .. which made me.. think about the fact that he´s a total retard AND that.. hmm.. the only reason I could actually SHOW or PROVE to him that.. I "get" what he´s trying to tell me is when.. I change my attitude and change my way of life just the way he was telling me.. which totally pissed me off!

I mean.. why the fuck people "argue" nowadays? Whenever I talk to someone and start analyzing and whenever I try to hear other peoples thoughts.. people go like "omg this is going nowhere" and whatnot and.. I feel like a REAL douchbag idiot fagface.. because.. I thought the whole point of this mystical action called "arguing" was just to get smarter and more experience.. not to try to frame other people into believing some shit that you don´t even believe in.. but.. you want others to believe in it so you can go "WELL, I`M NOT THE ONLY ONE" in the end.

I REALLY think I´m totally fucked up because I care too much and because I involve emotions with people and I really need the love and I´m giving the love.. the older the people get the more fucked up they are - industrialism, democracy and the whole idea of our society is really fucking up people, making them suppress all the real emotions and shit.. WHERE THE FUCK WILL WE END UP AS HUMANKIND ONE DAY? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

and again I´m sorry because of the swearing, but you fucking assholes just PISSSSS MEEEEE OFFFFFFFFFF sometimes, sometimes I just look the other way.
.. oh and.. PLEASE YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE! if you´re going like: omg he´s must be really sad or whatever, no.. no I´m not, the fact that I care enough to express my true feelings without the sense of censorship and whatnot.. and.. that I care enough not to suppress my feelings because of what others might think of me.. everyone needs an outlet, this is mine, DEAL WITH IT or fuck off.

also I´d like to add that there are also normal people out there, who are sweet and tender and have real emotions and haven´t gone along with the industrialism thing.. you know who you are! and.. I also know that 98% of the assholes who are reading this are like: sweet, I´m normal too- NO, YOU FUCKING ARE NOT! the people who REALLY ARE normal, don´t need other people or even themselves to tell that to them, they just know it, you on the other hand.. don´t.

take care!
peace&love!

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Freedom of Speech! ..prolly vol1

So hey again! the vol1 is there because.. well.. I´m pretty sure I´m not a genius to say everything I think about Freedom of Speech in one try, so.. I´m leaving some space for the future.

This is a subject I´ve been longing to express myself via blogging, but.. something has always kept me down- maybe the reason I didn´t is the reason I´m writing this right now? Nah.. I don´t think so, but hey.. you really never know.

Let´s get straight to the point without the long chitchat. Freedom of Speech (yes, I write it like that) is totally FUCKED UP. I mean.. what the hell is WRONG with people nowadays? Has the industrialism really fucked up everyone's brain.. like.. it.. is.. meant.. to? I mean, people have NO desire for freedom AT ALL to just go along with the freaking system and they have absolutely no problem suppressing all their natural desires and all other shit that goes along with it? Fuck sake people! Ah, rolling offtrack again, sorry.

I mean.. maybe I´m stupid, I really think I´m stupid because I SEEM to have a WAY different approach and viewpoint when it comes to Freedom of Speech. I imagine the utopia-alike right to be something like.. you can say ANYTHING you like, ANYWHERE, ANYTIME and.. nothing will happen to you because of it, but.. yeah.. maybe I am stupid because Freedom of Speech isn´t ANYTHING like that nowadays.

I should be able to tell a cop right in the face to.. FUCK OFF and.. just walk a way like nothing has happened, but.. I can´t.. because.. uhm, the Freedom of Speech isn´t what it is supposed to be.. presuming my point of view is the one that is the "right" one or at-least partly right to make any of my statements a little correct.

First of all, I kinda know what might be the problem here (yes, beside the fact that people who piss off rather easily are STUPID!!) If I at any point tell someone to for.. example.. fuck off then they always react how they want to react, I mean.. that´s perfectly normal, isn´t it? NO, IT IS NOT and I´ll explain why. The chance of you EVER, IN YOUR GOD DAMN LIFE MIGHT POSSIBLY GUESS OR KNOW what I mean by some insult is VERY VERY VERY VERY ... close to ZERO. The reason you piss off at someone is because you THINK (taking guesses at the actual date and time) that.. he.. or she MIGHT POSSIBLY mean this or that. I mean what the fuck kind of retard are you? THINK ABOUT IT.

There is absolutely no reason to get offended by anything nowadays - get used to Freedom of Speech - you and anyone can tell absolutely ANYONE ANYTHING! If something pops into your head - tell it! I mean.. if it´s something GOOD.. because there is NO reason at all to just talk shit, people as a group are really dumb already and we should stop the decrease in IQ. NOW!

I know, some of those people who know me go like - but ZOMGG!!! I told you something and you got offended and told me to fuck off, WHY ARE YOU TALKING AGAINST YOURSELF NANANANANANNAA? First of all.. again.. FUCK OFF! There are people from whom I don´t expect Freedom of Speech and.. my closest friends are really one of those, I mean.. I love supporting other people and I REALLY love it if they support me back.. and.. the friends I have really support me and thank god (yes, let´s thank god this time, because I had ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with it and it´s absurd even if I did, since.. GOD "made" me. et cetera, I´ll get into that later) so.. yea.. I´m really thankful for my friends and I will always love them! peace!=)

But.. let´s get back to the offending thing.. I mean.. if you´re so fucking crazy that you feel the urge to kick your friends down.. then.. WARN THEM! I mean.. if you start talking to me and if you´re like.. oh I feel like kicking a friend down today JUST FOR THE FUN OF IT! TIHIHIHI! then.. WARNNNNNN MEEEEEEE! in the beginning of the conversation go like: hey, I´m gonna try to FUCK your day up, I know I´m your friend and I know you might not get the "JOKES" which I will talk about later like an idiot just.. like.. "OMGOMGOMGOMG YOU TOOK THAT SERIOUSLY?!?!?! HAHAHA YOU SUCK SO MUCHH THOSE WERE TOTALLY JOKES EVEN THO I DID NOT CONSIDER YOUR FEELINGS AT ALL AND I THINK I RULE THE WORLD AND I LIVE IN THE WORLD OF ME WHERE THE EARTH REVOLVES AROUND ME." - okay.. I confess, I exaggerate a little bit, but hey, not too much.

If you guys warn me before, I know I will keep my distance from you and I won´t get into you that much. I love my friends and I´m always like a little kid with them, always like.. having the first day together and I love making people feel happy and make people laugh and stuff and.. if I do that with people, I want to or I don´t, I expect kinda the same thing from them.. even if not that, then neutrality, but.. when you fucking start saying "TRUTH" or you go like "I`M SORRY, I´m am like I am.. I don´t want to lie to you and if you ask me something, I don´t care if I crush your hopes and dreams and any chance you have of succeeding in your life, but hey, what can I do, I´m me and .. trying to support you IS LIKE SO FUCKING HARD! I mean FUCK SAKE I CAN`T EVEEEEEEEEEEEER DO IT!" .. damn, got carried away got, but AGAIN! this is TRUE in the principle point of view. It´s not hard to support, REALLY, IT IS NOT, YOU MIGHT ACTUALLY MAKE SOMEONE HAPPY! THINK OF IT THIS WAY!

OWKAY I´ve been going a little offtopic, but not too much since it still has A LOT TO DO WITH IT (if you´re going like omg this is still offtopic, PRESS THE FUCKING X IN THE CORNER, I don´t need your stupidass reading this if you´re iq is less than 60.)

I live in Estonia and.. everything here seems "perfect" or at-least "good," when it´s really more fucked up than anywhere else, just because it´s reverse fuckedup than in anywhere else - people live TOO much by the rules and really, I mean REALLY suppress every little real emotion they have. Parents are like robots of the government trying to fuck their kids up as.. fucked up.. as they are themselves. But now.. when I look outside of Estonia, everything is really.. pretty.. decent. I mean, when I look outside to.. the west, I don´t really give a shit about the east, I won´t even say I´m sorry because I just don´t give a shit.

But.. the fucking hassle over the "N-word" I mean.. WHO THE FUCK CARES ANYMORE? Black people think one thing, we (and by we I mean WHITEYS) mean absolutely NOTHING CLOSE TO IT. FUCK OFF! And.. they were talking about banning that word? I mean.. what the? If you BAN one word or.. if you.. at-least THINK of disallowing the use of one word, you fuck up the whole concept of Freedom of Speech. If some asshole tells you you can´t say one or the other word just because it "offends" someone and just because "they think it´s bad" - dingdingding! THAT ASSHOLE IS A RETARD!

You SHOULD be able to say anything, anytime, anywhere no matter what! If you like Freedom of Speech, everyone of you should encourage other people to practice Freedom of Speech and just speaking their mind about everything! One day.. I PROMISE YOU! ONE DAY! our world will be a much much safer place and MAYBE THEN I will THINK about having a kid be born into this world, until then, no fucking way.

Okay.. sometimes.. uhm.. I mean very often I get really frustrated with reality.. since.. the fucking people who enforce .. for example "working" on everyone and who think working is FINE and should be like.. GLOBAL (which it ALREADY FUCKING IS SO FUCKING STOP ADVERTISING IT).. it´s all FUCKED UP, stop suppressing yourself! I know I went really offtopic on this one, but live WITH IT! JUST LIVE WITH IT! and as I said in the beginning, I´m no genius, I just say what´s on my mind!

I apologize for swearing.. THAT MUCH! but.. I wouldn´t take it back, I´m just sorry if you´re really not into it and I thank you sincerely if you withstood it even tho. Respect it or buzz off.

love to everyone!
take care!
PEACEOUT!