RayRay's Standup

children are our future

2008-09-05T11:56:00.002+03:00

Scary. It´s scary as hell if you think about it.

I´m not sure grownups actually GET it - they think of insane and stupid things and then they make them comes to life almost immediately. Anything from media to passive wars - it all has a huge impact on the NEW people, who come into this world more confused than we were.

Yeah there are the "youth is fucked up" and "there´s nothing wrong" debates etc.. but the bottom line is - we´re all making drastic and rational changes AND.. nothing good has ever come of that kind of action.

This kind of society isn´t for the new generations - they just don´t fit in and I´m not really sure how or why, but they´re not giving up their freedom as easily as their parents did. It has a bad side to it - they won´t even make an effort fitting in, but there are enough of those people to form a minor group to not notice anything wrong with the idea.

Oh.. and.. they don´t even HAVE to fit in! The rules of our time should imho change before every new generation, since the people are WAY too different and I know the governments and companies survive only thanks to slavery, brainwashing and working. There´s something cool about the new generation- they´re getting smarter and it means some kind of change is on the way - maybe not now, not in 10 years, maybe even not in 20, but definitely in 30-50. It´ll be fun to watch if I get a chance to stick around.

Next time you go to downtown or to the suburbs - look at the kids, they´re WAY different than their parents were when they were kids and.. can you imagine the world in 30 years when they´re the leaders of our time?

the universal sign - peace

2008-09-01T23:37:00.002+03:00

I understand that nowadays majority of people are doing something just because it´s "popular" - even if you are going: "omgomg, haha I´m not doing that" - it´s a 0,001% chance that you´re not, so go fish.

Anyways, it usually takes time for me to get pissed off - something done once is usually not enough. But this kind of idiocy just keeps happening and happening and it seems no-one fucking even bothers to know how things work around us.

One situation is recent for me and other is probably recent for.. a lot of other people - when Japanese embassy was taken hostage in Peru & the one you know - Georgia&Russia thing. Some of you might go: "omg you can´t compare those two things! omgomogmgomg I´m Mr.\Mrs. Right I know everything! ask me, ASK ME, LISTEN TO ME, I NEED ATTENTION" .. yikes, oh well, had to let that one rip.

I´m not comparing those two and I´m not even going to explain why. The reason both of 'em caught my eye is because it seems the aggressive side is always the retarded one, atleast it´s the pattern that makes sense to me.

When MRTA let the media in to the embassy, the terrorists just stood there with their guns and showed the peace sign with their fingers at one point. And.. in the Russia&Georgia war, after Russian built military bunkers in a democratic country to harass the locals and to keep them under terror of the "greatest nation in the world" a camera also caught a russian sitting in the bunker, showing the peace sign. What the fuck.. honestly? Guess now the two fingers means "when killing\torturing people, show it to make people not attack you because you´re stupid, even tho you´re posing threat."

I´m not saying what you should do or shouldn´t - I´m just saying that there are things that we as humans try to make "universal," so our lives would become easier and we PERHAPS one day could start working for a "better" future (not the same better word as politicians and companies use.) So if you´re fucking stupid (if you think you´re smart, then this actually goes for you) and you don´t know what the fuck one or the other thing means - ASK!
OH! and don´t believe something right away, ask others, think, analyze, be human.

tv commercials and the amusement park

2008-08-31T11:34:00.006+03:00

Basically I don´t watch TV at all.. the shows are just way too uncreative for me and they don´t really keep me motivated- but futurama,simpsons etc.. those I watch whenever I stumble upon them =)
OH there is this one show coming this season called "The lie detector" which is recorded with an audience and the person taking the test has to answer 21 questions and if done correctly, wins 1 million kr (which is like ~92k$, but hey, better than nothing :p)

So anyways, the reason I talked about the tv is.. I flipped it open yesterday before I went to sleep and my favorite part was on - the commercials! I wonder if they intentionally try to make fuckedup/weird advertisements or they´re just not innovative enough, oh well - these kinds of ads give me more to talk about.

I´ll describe this advert a bit (cleaning products) - two kids were trying to ruin a good shirt (I mean - first of all - WHHYYY? just goes to show our society is messed up, even tho it´s staged) and.. then ran in to the house to show it to their mother and then the mom reacted like: "OMG! How can I get this out?" .. some of you basically know what´s gonna happen next, it´s a bit silly but I went like: "geeez, can´t you TRY to make it more realistic?"

This woman with Vanish washing powder popped out, all smiling and had make-up on and shit and started talking: "don´t worry, with this you can.." - if I was there I´d be like: STOP! HOLD THE HORSES! Who the fuck are you? and.. it´s cool that you came to help, but.. who EXACTLY gave you a key and permission to come to my house and play hide and seek until I might need you - these kinds of advertisement actually show that being a pervert and breaking into others homes is okay. Hence why US had to pass the law to allow owners to shoot trespassers?

Oh also, when I was on a trip few days ago I went to the amusement park - big fan, big fan.. and my friend wanted to try out an old wooden roller-coaster which was said to be really cool. So okay.. I agreed, we went on there, everything was nice - first time we did it we had to sit in the back 'cause well, kids cheated and got infront like REALLY early. The weirdest thing happened next: A guy actually stood UP behind us, holding the bars (to keep the car on the tracks -gravity). I mean.. whatever the reasons but I was like: "you´ve got to be shitting me!"

How COOL or dangerous a ride can be if one guy is just standing up when others have to sit? I would had have to do like double flip-flops or just jump around to get the excitement I was looking for. Well.. it wasn´t really that bad, but it´d still be A LOT better when I could have stood up.

being a kid and billiard

2008-08-29T00:34:00.004+03:00

I don´t know in what kind of a mood someone has to be in to think of stuff what I thought with my friend, but it was fun.

BUT! Firstly I just wanted to scoop by this subject. I don´t know if you actually see what the picture is about, but either way, I´m gonna describe it. It´s a subway escalator thingy, going down and between the escalators there´s this sliding thing, but it has these stops every like.. 1,5metres or something.

When I saw this, first thing that came to mind was that DAMN! That´s a long way down! and.. right away I wanted to try to slide down (which prolly would have gotten me killed- thought of that later) but.. I COULDN`T! So.. I turned to my friend and asked: "hey! you know why these stops are here?" and.. he didn´t know so I told him: "cause I thought about sliding down, but these would have just stopped me, so.. I guess that´s why." - getting to the bottom of stuff by experimenting. All our lives, every moment of it spins around the trial and error method.

Oh and about the billiard thing - I was just imagining black people playing billiard. They don´t even need the freaking pool stick, they could just flap their long-peter on the table and play with that - hahaha :D

crazy lady and sextant

2008-08-27T17:38:00.005+03:00

.. now you know why I haven´t been blogging since 24th of Aug.

After buying the boat-ticket to Finland, I was told to come to the harbor at 7am, I guessed.. & was correct - IT WAS WAY TOO FREAKING EARLY! Guess the ticketsales woman knew I can be fucked around with. I got my boardingpass around 7:08 prolly and then I just had like half an hour to kill until I could board the ship- I could have easily come at 7:35 while fucking crawling or even do 2 steps forward 3 steps backwards walking and STILL MAKE IT ON TIME!

For a moment I thought that the "coming early" plan seemed to be self-explanatory when there was this crazy person infront of us who.. I think just came there talk? Just kept repeating the same stuff over and over again, asking REALLY dumb questions - at that point I thought that once I lose it (which should be pretty soon, if I´m applying myself correctly) I´ll probably come here to spend my time in the morning aswell and piss of a lot of people just for the kick of it.

I really LOVED that moment when she was told some information she already knew and then went into the cocking-mode: "OMGOMG I ALREADY KNOW THAT DOH DOH!" ..&without any consideration of reality nor the urge to be "wise," she continued with the stupid questions.

Once I got to the ship, I felt really good and then I noticed something on the floor-description thing which made me get exited - deck 10 - SEXTANT. I had no idea what EXACTLY it meant, but I just HAD to check it out!
.. just what I had feared- don´t get your hopes up like I did - it had absolutely NOTHING to do with tants - haha :p - actually I´m not even sure if the word tant exists

Oh and.. in WC the urinal&the sink area looked REALLY identical, I just hope that I washed my hands in the right place.

gods word - the bible

2008-08-24T22:35:00.005+03:00

Yeah, there are pros to a healthy, smart & caring society- but the huge con would be that I wouldn´t have anything to write about! Since 99% of the people lie 99% of the time (not speaking the truth IS lying) AND considering the fact that humankind is in the REALLY EARLY START of "alphaphase slash stage" (examples- we allow alcohol, guns, people).. there´s no RUSH to being understanding and intelligent, yet.

Fine example of not even slightly trying to be wise is the religious people (GOD(haha)! I can feel the hate wave coming already!) Okay okay! I´m not gonna be THAT harsh, I mean.. yeah, you kinda have to and eventually at one time or another do believe in some power higher & more intelligent than you - to some people dogs perhaps, presumably G-O-D & whatnot mythical madeup creatures.

Main thing I wanna discuss here (see! the smart people already knew what I was eventually going to talk about!).. is the BIBLE! Oh the holy fucking book of what-cha-might-call-it. I KNOW that I give too much credit to the "21 century" ideology, but.. what the?!

Nowadays I kinda expect more of people, I don´t really know why, because ATLEAST 70% of people are uncaring pieces of shit, who should just fucking wank off (I know women can´t do that- you go practice some mental-violence on men or whatever) DAMNIT! I forgot where I was going with this.

Oh yeah.. nowadays I guess everyone should KNOW that THE bible was written by basically random people who wanted to seize control over some uneducated regions of totally braindead farmers.. that´s a fact! so.. tell me again WHY do so many people NOWADAYS take it as a manual on how to live? (rhetorical question!)

I´m a BIG fan of encouraging people to do what ever they desire, but.. there should be some LAWS against this kind of bull, ah.. I FORGOT! The world is still in the religious period & churches make the rules.

- I can see it now.. ~800 years from now everyone´ll look back and say: HAHA WHAT A BUNCH OF FUCKING IDIOTS THEY WERE! geez! thank Mahi(god of their time- as long as there are people, there will never be the lack of ways to control humanity) that we got over the 'STUPID AGES OF 21 CENTURY!'

a few new things!

2008-08-23T22:20:00.002+03:00

There has been a few changes! and I´d like to inform you all of 'em :)

1) New navigation images or.. ah I dunno how to call them
from to
I hope you like the new ones- I do!=)
oh and added the most important part! scroll down there´s the "retarded cloud" section - the cloud was pretty cool before I added it there and now.. it´s just retarded :p

2) Removed nofollow (hence the "u comment - I follow" button on the right), so now google can count in the links in the comments and.. this site isn´t a dead end anymore! YAY!

3) Also added "blogs I LOVE" section- love is a tough word, but I do love all my readers and I´m grateful from the bottom of my heart if you have filled your valuable time by reading and commenting my blog and.. I always give my best to return the favor by reading your blogs and expressing my point of view about the posts you´ve made :)
Quite frankly I´m a little picky, so probably not all of you will get into the final cut for the "blogs I LOVE" section, but.. the more you comment, the more chances are that I will stumble upon your blog :)
.. but do remember - I´m only human.

4) Wordle blogcloud - hope you´ll find this as funny as I did. People might disagree about humor being the best cure- but damn, it does help A LOT!

To get yours, click here: Wordle

Let me know what you think of these :)
take care!

whitey's and immigration

2008-08-23T13:40:00.005+03:00

I stumbled upon a blog article one day about immigration in the US and.. I kinda agreed with the author, but then.. I realized I´m not in the US right now, so I don´t have to be apart of the hate group - so here´s my take on it.

First of all.. once we started learning about Christopher Columbus in school, I was already like WHAT THE?!- this doesn´t make ANY sense.. how.. why..!??! And I remember my deskmate whispering to me: "Ssh! you´ll get thrown out of the class!"

I couldn´t just sit there! I HAD TO SAY SOMETHING! So yeah.. I proved him wrong, I didn´t get thrown out of the class! but.. teacher just kinda told me to shut up, 'cause she thought I was trying to be a smartass and.. basically she was right and then just continued talking.

Nothing´s changed! Still a big mystery to me - how can you discover a land that already exists with people living there? It´s just like me going to Finland now and saying: AHA! I discovered this place for ME, because I live in the world of ME, all you bitches are mine now! And I´m naming this land after the boat I came here with! - SuperSeaCat Four!

I started with C.C. because.. whiteys are immigrants also and the meaning of "il/legal" is just something people nowadays thought up and "in the presence of god" it basically has the same meaning as the word shit - well, I hope not EXACTLY, but somewhere close.

When mexicans just came to USA to do the "easy&cheap labor" locals were thrilled.. but when they started having kids who eventually started taking university spots and high-paying jobs, then whiteys started complaining about the "illegal aliens." Instead of ranting and trying to prevent the unpreventable - WORK HARDER! Study & DO something to improve yourself. A lot of people just give up and start whining, KNOWING that this kind of behavior will eventually get you.. NOWHERE!

The following is graved on the exterior of the pedestal on Statue of Liberty, NY - if you don´t MEAN it, for gods sake - REMOVE IT THEN! I know you have to go along with time, but there just are some principles that shouldn´t ever be messed with.

Not like the brazen giant of Greek fame,
With conquering limbs astride from land to land;
Here at our sea-washed, sunset gates shall stand
A mighty woman with a torch, whose flame
Is the imprisoned lightning, and her name
Mother of Exiles. From her beacon-hand
Glows world-wide welcome; her mild eyes command
The air-bridged harbor that twin cities frame.
"Keep, ancient lands, your storied pomp!" cries she
With silent lips. "Give me your tired, your poor,
Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,
The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.
Send these, the homeless, tempest-tossed to me,
I lift my lamp beside the golden door!"

thank GOD for dental floss!

2008-08-21T22:13:00.004+03:00

Dental floss.. easily one of the best things I´ve ever discovered! Well.. come to think about it, I´m not that sure.. well.. it´s definitely in the top 2 with masturbation. When I discovered masturbation I felt like a little kid in a candy store.. WAIT A MINUTE! I think it actually happened in a candy store! but I´ll talk about that some other time.

I feel like without dental floss I would be in a mental institution right now, I have no idea WHY but having something between my teeth just drives me so freaking nuts! It´s like.. I know what´s wrong, it´s within my reaching range, I basically know WHAT and how to do, but I couldn´t fucking do it! Every single time I was trying to invent a new way to get the crap(NOT LITERALLY!) out.

This one time after eating a steak it happened again- oh the terror! Friend turned to me and asked: "DUDE.. what´s wrong? you´ve got a totally blank stare." And yeah, I did - I did everything to get the steak out from between my teeth! ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING! and nothing worked..

At one point I just sat down and stared hopelessly into thin air & replied: "I´m pretty much fucked right now" and.. I wanted to say "this moment can´t get any worse" when I remembered a picture where this squirrel said the same thing after getting his foot stuck in a bear-trap and some other animal came and fucked him in the ass.. I was as convenient as I wanted to be, didn´t feel like I should have jinxed that moment.

After some time I found a way to escape from the wrath of darkness and.. I´m always SO happy when I´m done flossing, I don´t know why! oh.. something I just noticed, yet another thing incommon with masturbation- haha!

taking 'all or nothing' way too seriously

2008-08-20T17:58:00.004+03:00

I thought this was an old tradition of somesort and certainly forgotten by now, but.. it seems it isn´t.

My friend thought he lost his wallet a few days ago and.. he wasn´t even a bit worried about that, which kinda surprised me. I mean.. yeah, there´s never a reason to panic and stuff, but.. personally I couldn´t be arsed to redo my cards and shit, so I´d put more effort into finding it.

He said the strangest thing to me, which made me go WTF?! after I asked why isn´t he searching for it: "No worries, I wrote my address inside my wallet. So if someone finds it, he´ll bring it to me." - ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! in today's world?

It´s almost like saying to the person who finds it: "Hey, you like what you see? There´s plenty more of that where it came from." and.. like it´s not enough you lost your wallet, you´re giving him your home address so he can fucking steal EVERYTHING you have!

Once you´ve lost your wallet- LET IT GO! geeeeeeeeez, no need to give the robber rest of your belongings! If you freaking live on the street, THEN you can like add an address and a time to meet, IF the finder\robber is willing to bring it to you, since.. then you´re not actually tempting him to take more, since you don´t have anything more.
Oh and if you actually do live on the street - what the hell are you doing with a wallet? Sell it and rent some shit to live in!

Zeitgeist & co.

2008-08-18T14:15:00.004+03:00

People don´t fucking question as many things as they should!

I have visited a lot of forums where people talk about the documentary Zeitgeist and other documentaries like that and have had a discussion with my friends, but never have I told them what I really think, hoping that they´ll fucking realize it sooner or later themselves.

A lot of people after watching such a documentary go: "OMG! IT ALL MAKES SENSE OMGOMOGMG I`VE BEEN BLIND FOR SO LONG!" - newsflash, you still are blind, everyone is and.. YES, including my stupidass. You got into the whole masspsychology game by listening to others.. and now you think you can get out of it by listening to others again? Haha. No freaking way, man.

Who even gives a fuck if it´s true or not, but the possibility of it being yet another way to manipulate you is like REALLY REALLY high. Think about it - if it told the REAL truth, the producer\director would be shot and the movie would NEVER see the light of day! It´s just like when an alternative solution to fuel is invented which is like really cheap and easy to produce.. governments and companies hire to silence that project down, since it will bring bad profit and.. we live in a REALLY fucked up society. Money is 1st on the priority list and.. humans are like 50498th or something.

Next time you see something NEW, which might even "make sense" - don´t fucking go along with it right away! Think about it, experiment with it yourself, whatever, just don´t fucking act like a zombie.

transvestite emos

2008-08-16T17:58:00.002+03:00

I don´t know.. this thing is getting really sick really fast, like for example when guys are starting to dress up like chicks.. oh fuck, that´s exatly what´s happening!

Everyone has the right to dress-up like they wish, etc.. but fuck, why do we, not transvestite-emos, have to suffer? There are the types that are.. ah fuck it, they´re all weird.

So I was grocery shopping one day and.. this chick was bending down and well, my instinct-radar picked up a decent ass in the 10m radius and.. I was drawn to it until.. the DUDE stood up and I was like HOLYYYYY SHIIIIT, that scar-ed me for life! ..something I prolly can´t repress easily.

I mean I understand there has been a lot of fags coming out of the closet&stuff, but.. HOLD THE HORSES! You guys watch too much Southpark - it´s as okay to be gay as it´s okay to be a fucking idiot, so you don´t HAVE to be yet another transvestite on your block.

peace.

puppets of media

2008-08-15T23:11:00.004+03:00

It still surprises me that people haven´t killed themselves 'cause of their stupidity level. Guess it has something to do with the realizing of how stupid you are and people are confidently living inside "their world" with them being the kings and shit.. oh well.. putting the obvious aside, I´m gonna continue..

HOT topic right now Russia&Georgia - this war has caused more people to become more boring and more sissy-alike than.. any other time during my lifetime I guess, prolly everything´ll go downhill from here- oh god, this is the peak! It´s one of those moments when I go to the store and buy something and I have EXACT change! Rare!
.. god damnit, forgot to say WHY sissy-alike - well, one example.. one of our leading idiot politician who always takes "smart" stands and who wants to fuck up Estonia this time said "oh, let´s wait until it´s all resolved and then I´m gonna say what I thought in the beginning-bullshit." (Savisaar)

So yeah.. about that war - politicians saying some shit like "omg how is it possible that in the 21 century, a big country raping a small country in the ass" (well.. not the exact phrasing, but.. ah who gives a shit) oh and also USA using some "harsh&firm" words to make Russia "realize" they did something "bad." - GUYS! Did you forget that.. USA did the same thing like 100 TIMES WORSE to Iraq? or.. have we all like decided it´s forgotten and no big deal that innocent people were killed just because some god-seeing-asshole-of-a-leader thought it was a "necessity?"

It fucking makes me sick to my stomach to see people whining about the people of Georgia and.. that they don´t give a shit how many innocent people die in Iraq right this instant. You fucking spineless puppets of the media assholes, I hope you rot in hell.

peace.

my retarded moment

2008-08-14T22:28:00.004+03:00

So yeah.. I bet everyone has had their retarded moments and.. those aren´t the moments we want to be reminded of, but mine is one of those which I can´t suppress, so I decided to share it.

The incident happened like.. 3-4 years ago, which I know.. isn´t that far in the past and I can´t blame it on being "too young&stupid." Damn.. the stupid part is still in. Oh well, so yeah, I opened the juice, ripped the silver paper thingy off when.. I noticed the writing on the side - "SHAKE BEFORE DRINKING!" So, I closed the plastic lid without thinking at all and grabbed the juice with both hands from the sides and shake the shit out of it.

It was only when my fucking clothes & kitchen appliances were covered in orange juice that I realized I should have held the lid down, since.. well.. yeah.. just one of those moments. Not really proud of it, but it happened.

new twist to the turtle race

2008-08-13T18:33:00.003+03:00

I´m sick of hearing the sissy stories about the turtle and rabbit race, where the turtle always wins AND IT`S STUPID TO ADVERTISE THIS KIND OF THINKING. This may help the retarded people think they actually have a chance, but I´d rather tell them the truth and risk hurting their feelings instead of giving false hope and see them suffer later.

My short version of the turtle race, enjoy.

Turtle and rabbit start racing and.. the rabbit gets the lead (DOH!) and.. well.. the rabbit wins, but it´s not the end yet.
Ten years later both of 'em called back to the doctor to talk about the tests they took recently. Doctor said the following: "Well.. about 10 years ago you overstrained yourself with what I think might have been a race of somesort and.. now you´re going to die. The turtle will live tho, 'cause he´s an underachiever and in the long run, underachievers will stick out, since they don´t take risks at all."

.. god damn, just realized it, we´re going to have a future full of fucking underachieving pricks.

Uhm.. well.. it seems that the slow people might have a chance? Naw.. the rabbit still won the race and he lived a fulfilling life when.. the turtle can star in failure to launch now.

peace.

the WAR.. bleh..

2008-08-12T23:43:00.004+03:00

Okay, so there has been several people asking my opinion about "the war" and who I think is the bad one and is it okay and well.. BLABLA. Even tho I was planning not to write anything about it, but.. since there has been a lot of idiotic point of views written and taped(youtube) by some REALLY stupid people.. I just have to comment them modestly.

Firstly.. it´s obvious that "western" media writes a lot of bullshit and anyone who listens to them without questioning it is an idiot who deserves the lies they believe. And.. the "defenders" who CLAIM the obvious that western media is false and USA is "hypnotizing" people etcetc.. are mainly bullshitters themselves also with.. yet another twist which they WEIRDLY can´t seem to notice AT ALL even tho.. they do notice how bad the other side is - you can´t ever be objective about this kind of stuff so.. don´t even THINK you know the real deal.

It´s fucking sad that nowadays there are still people who wish to kill to prove something. In wars there NEVER are any winners (so why bother at all??)- there are as many losers as there are the number of participants.

My sincerest condolences to the people who have suffered, because of some lame politic reasons. If two people wish to fight - fucking lock them in a cage and let them fight till the death - DON`T DRAG INNOCENT CIVILIANS INTO YOUR PROBLEMS!

P E A C E !

lil peter too short!

2008-08-10T21:46:00.005+03:00

Sadly, as a person, I have the urge to take a dump quite frequently. Usually there´s no biggie, but it´s when I´m in the city that the troubles arise.

I wonder where I can get paid for my public-toilet-cleaning services, since.. I won´t even CONSIDER sitting on a totally wet and dirty(how??!?!?!) toilet seat. People, and by people I mean men.. and actually perhaps women too?, seem to have REALLY poor aim or\and a really poor grasp on reality.

The target where you need to pee in is conveniently normally sized that.. you can´t really miss. If you DO miss.. STEP THE FUCK CLOSER! Your dick isn´t that long, face the facts. If you have troubles - sit your ass down! There´s no time limit! You don´t have to hurry to take it out and freaking pee around the whole booth- take your time!

~graceful aim&peace!

death to creativity?!

2008-08-10T21:19:00.003+03:00

When driving to Pirita, a beautiful part of Tallinn, from downtown you can´t miss this sign. Since I visit Pirita really often, this sign is really starting to piss me off - I mean.. WTF? A logo of hairy balls? Have we run out of decent designs? I bet any designer would devote his\her free time to make a better logo if this one would be removed. (Well.. then again, this is kinda fun, if you´re..NOT EATING at the same time.)

I´ve asked a lot of people about this design and.. well.. they all seem to see the same thing, which.. erm.. let´s say presumably and hopefully isn´t what the founders wanted it to be. If you think this is REALLY disgusting.. then this alone isn´t that bad.

It´s the combo that does the real damage- the logo & the smell of shit (well.. actually it´s the smell of seaweed.) Thankfully it´s only a short distance where the combo can have any affect at all, so.. no great preparations are needed to be made when driving to Pirita.

~peace

dysfunctional people

2008-08-07T14:00:00.006+03:00

People never seem to fail to amuse me- thank you, god!

Was driving to downtown in a bus and.. I was minding my own business and just chilling when.. I noticed that majority of the people on the bus STARING at something on the right, so.. as a curious asshole I just had to look and guess what they are gaping at? A guy in a wheelchair. That´s right - A GUY IN A WHEELCHAIR.

Now you´re going: "What a cruel subject for a story like this!" - well, fuck you firstly and secondly, I didn´t mean him! You´re one of those guys who would have stared! That wheelchair guy is probably more functional than the halfbrained dysfunctional assholes likes you & the people who were gaping.

HE´S JUST LIKE US! DON´T treat him ANY different!

peace.

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you don´t think!

2008-08-04T15:01:00.002+03:00

I´m sick of people being hypnotized into believing EVERYTHING they are told. Like JESUS CHRIST! THINK!

Our world, our lives are controlled by corporations or.. well.. groups of people who just want to have it their way and.. guess what - they succeed AND they actually don´t give a shit about you. They´re all about the money and profits and "the new trends" and whatnot. You perhaps kinda know that.. but.. you ain´t doing ANYTHING about it. It all circles around the fact that.. they tell you what to do and.. YOU ACTUALLY DO THAT!

There are way too many people nowadays believing everything they´re told without questioning- why the fuck should you EVER do that? EVEN if you trust someone and you believe he\she is not lying to you - QUESTION IT! Too many people are afraid to research the real truth behind actions.

I started questioning stuff in a pretty young age 'cause my parents let me grow up kinda without restrictions.. which.. was the first mistake they made. I realized how fucked up the world is and.. from that moment onwards I started questioning absolutely EVERYTHING, because you never know when someone is trying to trick you into believing some bullshit story.

Instead of letting other people tell you what is right and what to do and what to wear - DECIDE IT YOURSELF! Start thinking and listening to yourself and.. you might realize how fucked up you were before and how you´re actually starting to see the world as it is- welcome to reality.

peace out.

altering reality

2008-08-01T13:34:00.001+03:00

Reality has grown on me, I like to see things like.. they are and I like understanding things like they are, but other people constantly try to fuck up other peoples sense of reality - what is up with that?!

There are like A LOT of people who bullshit and use the "polite lie" excuse - "well, it´s better to lie and make someone pretend-feel good instead of just being rude and not saying anything!" - NO! IT`S NOT BETTER! You´re actually manipulating other persons LIFE with this - people DO believe the lies and thanks to that.. their "reality" and the way they see the world after hearing and believing a lie.. is VERY different from ours.. which kinda makes you ponder, doesn´t it? if it doesn´t, you can read the paragraph again since.. it´s not going anywhere.

I also never understood people who trashtalk - WHHHHYYYY? Okay.. I kinda understand the urge people have to talk behind someones back and.. well.. thankfully there are people who instead of ranting actually analyze and well.. try to understand why the person did something he\she did instead of just saying he\she is bad or whatever. Of course NOT ALL WOMEN, but.. women definitely trashtalk more than men- WHY the fuck do we need to FAKE the bullshit you guys?(figure of speech! but.. there´s prolly a few transvestites going: HOW DID HE KNOW?!)

There´s enough drama in this world, in my humble opinion. And well, yeah, okay, I´ll confess, I´m pretty feminine.. and.. I KINDA understand the point of trashtalking, even tho I don´t or.. atleast TRY not to do it myself (you can NEVER be too sure :D), but.. I definitely like the real drama more than the fake one produced by sad and bored people.

Don´t alter reality, COME ON! Once you´ve set a lie free and someone took the bait - you have actually CHANGED the true colours of the world in his\her eyes! And.. I understand there are the little white-lies etc - I mean.. If you are MOST DEFINITELY sure that it has a GOOD impact on BOTH parties and it won´t cause some fuckup shit in the future - go for it!.. but.. be good and don´t abuse it!

If people trust you, it doesn´t mean you have to start lying to them! geez! The more a person trust you, the more you should be telling him\her about the TRUE reality.

Peaceout.

people are BORED!

2008-07-19T22:47:00.005+03:00

It´s been a while since I´ve written anything here.. but there has always been something on my mind that I just won´t "get over" or "suck up" or whatever - so here it comes.

What the hell is wrong with our lives? People are bored out of their minds! And no.. I do NOT mean EVERY SINGLE PERSON - geez! If you went like: "omgomg but I´m not bored" then.. yes you kinda are, because you found time to read this AND weight this argument over your life which means you´re not confident in what you do and.. that kinda means you have TIME to not be confident which means you kinda are bored, not maybe all the time, but I´m not talking about 24\7 boredom, am I now :)

Drinking, smoking, drugs - what the hell? Those things are used to.. "pass the time" or make some moments more enjoyable or.. well.. whatever - bullshit! People drink\smoke etc, because.. they are BORED and can´t find anything smarter to do. Some (I use some, because if I use a lot or just.. leave the specification out then there will be people going: omgomg that never happened to me et cetera..) parties are plain "dull" and quiet before people drink and "start living."

Wars, drama, religion - other methods of passing the time. Okay.. first of all, I´m not saying religion is crap or whatever, no! I´m not also saying one religion is better than the other, no! that´s not what I´m saying! But.. there are a lot of those "fake believers" who just erm.. get too patriotic about their religion or even their country and just start arguing and pointlessly filling their time.

I just have to specify a little, because.. I stupid people in large groups shouldn´t be underestimated - Religions are INCOMPARABLE! Stop trying to say yours is better or whatever - it´s not! One person is NOT better than the other - we ARE all equal in this world. If you´re one of those people going: "haha, that´s so wrong! all people are not equal" - first of all, that just shows how dumb OR how fast you jump to conclusions and impatient you are - analyze, analyze, analyze!

There are billions of things you can do with your life - new sports, new abilities! Live outside the box, but leave one foot in or.. you´ll just concentrate on one thing instead of.. everything and.. you´ll be wasting your VERY versatile and magnificent life!

peace&love!

UFO's afraid of Earth

2008-07-06T17:55:00.004+03:00

Hey everyone again!=) I took week to mentally rest a bit and.. there was this subject I wanted to write about before, but didn´t so.. I´m gonna do it now =)

So anyways.. my theory is that.. the proof that UFO's exist and are afraid to come to planet Earth to show themselves is because.. it´s crazy what´s going on here! They prolly think that whatever makes us do what we do is somehow linked to Earth and.. they don´t want to windup doing the same things.

Have no idea what I´m talking about? Well.. try to look at earth from the outer point of view - imagine you being outside of this world and trying looking down on earth. I´ll explain..

A quarter of Earth is dying of hunger- the other 75% aren´t doing anything decent to help (if they WOULD do something, there wouldn´t be a problem at ALL!), we are killing eachother, we are making eachother feel bad.. even.. if you look at it from "not so negative" point of view, we still make people feel worse - making them do things for us that we could easily do ourselves, which might make people depressed and stressed and tired..

We aren´t fighting "our enemies" - we´re just killing OUR kind on OUR planet! We´re killing our friends-friends, friends relatives.. etc.. are we really THAT bored?!?! That.. we can´t think straight and can´t help other people? We SHOULD instead try to evolve more as a humankind.. make a lot of discoveries.. instead of suffocating Earth, we could try to make it much better!

We are all human- we have a brain, stomach, heart, eyes.. why are we SO stupid as a whole that we can´t find a motivation to stick together and stop fucking with eachother?!?!

Different races, different countries - they don´t matter AT ALL! We are all humans! That´s what matters.. if you´re bored- go pick up a sport or discover something or read somthing or watch something! In my humble opinion, all people.. who like violence or want to fight or anything like that.. should be transported to a area somewhere where they can do whatever they want to eachother and leave the good people out of it! Like.. if you´re bored, go deal with it, don´t drag other people into it!

GIVE PEACE A CHANCE!
peaceout.

modern war

2008-06-25T13:49:00.004+03:00

I´ve got to talk about this, cause in my HUMBLE opinion, we HAVE to change something 'cause.. this is going NOWHERE!

SO yea.. the army.. got to love it, man! All of the hard work and money spent on it- brilliant! Also that.. soldiers are the ones protecting countries and for the idea that.. those guys risk their lives to just save our fucking sorry whiny asses and let us live in peace.. well.. almost. There are those people who just can´t fight the urge to hurt people and stuff.. imho we should just collect 'em all together and ship them to Iraq.

But haha okay.. picture this now - some country attacks us.. and.. we take all of our finest and well.. just all of our soldiers and make them defend the country and whatnot.. okay so yeah.. sounds pretty cool? OH AND ALSO.. take all the military equipment that we spent BILLIONS on (yes, WE, since we fucking pay the taxes) and make them defend our FREEDOM! - ... well.. this is the understanding of the army, as in.. how things are probably going to happen, but.. I have a different viewpoint.. no surprise there.

So yeah, the soldiers go defending et cetera and then.. the country attack will go like: uhm, I´m bored - call back the troops.. and we´ll be like OMGOMG WE WON HEHEHEHEHE and then.. 2 minutes later KABOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM! .. THEN! haha! then I´d like god to DEFINITELY exist and let me survive the NUCLEAR ATTACK and let fucking laugh my ass off because of the irony..

IT DOESN`T MATTER HOW MANY PUSHUPS you do or how much time you spend in a gym - if a nuclear-ANYTHING drops anywhere near you, you´re gone! So.. I´m sorry if I´m so stupid that I don´t really understand the point of an army nowadays, because.. we could do shitloads of smarter things with the money and people instead of having them WASTED on nothing.

.. people always go like: omgomg, you criticize everything but do you actually have an alternative?!?! and.. yes, in a matter of a fact I do - let´s do something others haven´t! we ARE E-stonia.. let´s rebuild our lands surface so that.. nuclear bombs have absolutely NO EFFECT AT ALL! that would so fuck up every country's war strategies!

peace.

life as comedy

2008-06-23T14:49:00.010+03:00

At some point I thought I didn´t have to talk about it, but guess I´ll just make a short conclusion.

This blog is meant as C-O-M-E-D-Y, something to laugh at and something.. to just.. read to pass the time. With everything I write here, I exaggerate A LOT and.. the swearing - well, that just gets a lot of attention and it´s better with it than without it. soo.. if you judge me and go like: omg you must be really sad or you´re really stupid - well, I am crazy and crazy as in.. bold.

I just really hope no-one takes this seriously, because.. I don´t and.. I have never in my life thought of myself better than anyone else and I wish that everyone feels that their equal to everyone else also.

PLEASE don´t get offended about anything since, it´s all VERY subjective and it´s just.. a place to talk about shit from point of views that.. are funny :) I´m not here to change the world nor bring anything down nor anything and.. if you´re making conclusions - don´t, since.. you don´t actually know how I feel and I could have just talked about something that I don´t support at all and.. you on the other hand might think that I live by it, which I don´t so.. as you can see, there´s absolutely no reason to get offended.

First thing I thought to myself before starting to write this is that.. I know a lot of people would get me totally wrong and.. well.. it´s meant to be not taken seriously.

And I´m deeply sorry for those who have been offended in any way.

go strong, peace out!

blowin' up all cars

2008-06-23T12:51:00.007+03:00

HI! The weather sucks outside so.. that kinda inspired me to write here right now.. so.. yeah..

First of all.. in my humble opinion all cars should be blown up and licenses revoked and whatnot! I just LOVE getting pissed off when people are like: omgomgomg whinewhine I care about the world etc etc, wait until I DIRVE to the location IN MY HUMMER\MUSTANG to talk about it - YOU ASSHOLE!

There´s a campaign in Estonia.. which is.. pretty awesome actually, FIRST CAMPAIGN EVER where I don´t fucking have to change my lifestyle in order to "FIT IN BETTER." DAMN I loved eating junkfood and drinking 3l of coke every fucking day.. and then one day some assholes said how bad it actually was and then my brain went like: HEY, I THINK YOU SHOULD STOP NOW! I really liked eating junkfood, but not gonna get into that right now.

So yeah.. oh.. the campaign, sorry.. - anyways, it´s meant to make people not drive their cars and use public transportation more. I REALLY like the idea, because it´s brilliant and it will slow down our earth-rape-grandplan. But honestly, haha.. HONESTLY! Do you think the assholes will just stop driving their cars? I mean.. seriously, this will NEVER happen.

There are assholes who drive around and kill our earth so they would LOOK COOL! Oh fuck sake, this is actually NOT EVEN SLIGHTLY COOL! am I really the only one who like.. when someone drives in a bmw and has wasted all his loans and money on his car and tries to be cool that.. well?.. he just fucking looks so ridiculous that I can´t even laugh cause I SO feel SAAAAD for him\HER.

Oh yes.. and also, there are the people who drive their cars and they don´t wanna look cool and they just wanna support blaBLABLABLABA BOOOOOOORING - I don´t give a shit about you guys on this subject, you don´t give me anything to write about and you barely even excite me.

I vote for.. just fucking blowing up all cars! and make public transportation run everywhere! oh yes.. also the people who will prolly start bitching "OH BUT I NEED TO DRIVE OH OH WHINE WHINE BOO-HOOOOOOO" - firstly, I don´t give a shit.. BUT! I mean.. some assholes really have a good reason to be whining and bitching about this.. so.. ONLY public transportation and.. give the smart cars to those whiners BUT IF THEY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY need it, since there´s no logic in putting in an busline to.. some uncivilized place so the assface could drive to the city alone in the bus.

.. and PERHAPS! If this fucking camapign really catches on I MIGHT PERHAPS THINK about the fact of having my children born into this FUCKED UP WORLD!

peace!

the GRAND plan!

2008-06-22T12:32:00.001+03:00

I know this is a public secret and everything.. but.. I would just like to restate it, just to be on the safe side, owkay?!

So.. hmm, so we´re all on this plan together, right? I mean, we all agree and we´re doing everything in our power for this? Every month, every week, every day we do as much as we can.. riiiiiiiiiiight? And involving REALLY GOOD acting that we don´t give a shit and stuff like that?

Oh.. the plan, yes.. I mean.. you know, you´re doing it on daily basis - "LET`S TRY TO FUCK UP THIS EARTH AS FAST AS POSSIBLE!" - let´s synchronize all our fucking thoughts and concentrate on doing this! I mean, we should really motivate more and more people to fuck it up even faster, since.. our goal is obvious now we just need more fucking people for it! There are a couple of people who aren´t on-board with us, but I believe all you fuckers know that and.. know you can use more electricity to balance things out. Also we have the governments and the fucking companies on-board with this plan, so.. SOON WE WILL ACHIEVE OUR GOAL!

oh yes.. SAARCAASSSMMM... you FUCKING ASSHOLES!

move your stupid ass!

2008-06-21T15:56:00.002+03:00

I occasionally find the time to watch the discovery channel or.. just the news about the catastrophic areas of the world e.g. New Orleans hurricane Katrina & Montreal's ice storms.... like.. am I really the fucking only one who gets pissed off at those people who fucking live in those areas and just won't move?!

People in Montreal actually KNOW that there is a HIGH chance of an ice storm AND THEY STILL FUCKING LIVE THERE! What the fuck is WRONG with you people? Are you retarded or WHAT?!?! Oh.. and if you´re reading this and going: well.. I don´t have enough money to move or whatever.. FUCK! I´m SURE you have friends or family somewhere else AND EVEN IF YOU DON`T JUST FUCKING ESCAPING TO ANOTHER LOCATION WITHOUT ANY MONEY AND HOME WOULD STILL BEAT THE HELL OUT OF CONSTANTLY BEING HIT BY AN ICE STORM and.. having the chance to actually DIE! That shit is whacked!

I don´t know when the humans started being REALLY retarded.. I wish god made some kind of "limit of stupidity," so people wouldn´t fucking DIE for something they just want to do. When there´s the chance of you losing your life over something you do.. CHANGE YOUR PRIORITIES! Because if you won´t.. there WON`T BE NO USE FOR THEM ANYMORE! GET IT?!?!?

And.. people actually won´t move from the places where hurricanes and tornados hit.. yeah.. they won´t! Like.. what the fuck is wrong with those people? - Oh! damn! a tornado fucking destroyed my house and the people predicting the weather tell me that there is a high chance of other tornados hitting the same place within few months.. well! IT MEANS I HAVE TIME! I NEED TO BUILD MY HOUSE UP!

FOR FUCK SAKE! RETARDS! MOVE! I mean.. I have no sympathy for those people.. it´s like going biking to the mountains - YOU KINDA FUCKING DESERVE TO DIE IF YOU`RE THAT RETARDED!

peace out!

no-one to turn to?!

2008-06-21T14:37:00.005+03:00

This is really new to me- I´m so pissed off that.. firstly.. I´ve never been this pissed off in my life and I´m like a kid in a museum - examining myself.. so yeah, I have to let some steam out. There are a couple of things I REALLY need to talk about since.. people just fucking piss me off.

Okay.. human rights.. if someone is violating them - who the fuck do you turn to? I thought about this one time and I came to a conclusion - NO-ONE! There´s fucking no-one you can turn to if you´re really in-need of HUMANITY! European Union is just some organization where.. people come together to whine and.. well.. that´s like.. it. EU has NO real power at all, it totally relys on the fact that.. when they say STOP other people will just stop and.. excuse me, but that´s just pathetic.

Just flip open some fucking history channel or whatever and you´ll see how protesters of some Asian country just get forced back! I mean.. there´s ABSOLUTELY no-one guarding the individuals life and everyone can only rely on themselves in the end it seems. I know some of you shitheads go like- oh but those countries don´t have democracy blablabla.. WHO THE FUCK CARES! THEY ARE STILL HUMANS! LIKE US! One human is not better than the other, we´re all EQUAL! Only thing is.. some of us are lucky, some of us.. are not. But still.. total respect to those people who protest even tho they know they have no chance of help from the western countries and.. well.. blah, that´s it.

One country to whom people could turn to is.. the glorious USA! - wait.. WHAT?!?! the country which voted Bush to be their president who just "HEARD THE VOICE OF GOD" and attacked a country? You REALLY think that country will help you in your human rights movement if they just fucking attacked a country and started killing innocent children and women? For fuck sake, this world is really fucked up!

There are soldiers who went to fight for the US in Iraq and.. a lot of them said: "When I arrived there.. I felt like I was doing something important" - when I heard that.. I totally flipped out, WHAT THE FUCK MAN?!?!?! WHAT THE FUCK!??! DOING SOMETHING IMPORTANT? KILLING RANDOM PEOPLE FOR FUN??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!...... People who run countries and governments and whatnot fucking do a brilliant job of brainwashing everyone to thinking that they´re doing the right thing every day when.. they´re CLEARLY NOT! I mean.. this is not even fucked up, this is plain SAD!

I´m totally speechless.. I need to REALLY calm down in order to continue anything on this subject.

PEACEEEEEEEEEEEE!

secret to losing weight

2008-06-21T11:15:00.002+03:00

A lot of people have asked me that.. how do I stay so healthy and fit all the time AND I´m actually not a fucking vegetarian. First of all.. you don´t need to be a vegetarian to be "HEALTHY" - quotes because.. vegetarians ARE NOT(!!!!!!!!) healthy, I haven´t EVER in my life seen a normal looking one, just goes to show that even tho killing cows is "cruel and bad" and boohoooo.. it´s still freakishly AWESOME and has an utterly good affect.

So yeaaaah.. I just LOVE seeing fat people eating and whining about "not having a personal trainer" (stupid excuse) or.. "the money to afford to go to the gym" (oh.. yeah.. fat people could just not eat for a day and they´d have a billion dollars saved) and whatnot.. I mean.. you don´t fucking need those things - YOU NEED A FUCKING BRAIN! In a matter of a fact, you actually have the brain! so you just have to start T H I N K I N G for fuck sake. No gym or a personal trainer will help you as much as you can actually help yourself with a LITTLE (yes, ONLY A LITTLE) logical thinking.

My secret to losing weight.. I haven´t patented it, so.. feel free to spread it around and PERHAPS people will become healthy (AND BY HEALTHY I DON`T MEAN SKINNY, I don´t fucking wanna see skinny people that just sickens me.. when you become skinny you just get a freaking new set of problems- not 0(skinny) or 1(fat) - 0,5(CENTER)!) .. so.. here goes.. are you ready?!?! this is something you perhaps haven´t EVER thought of (let´s face it - otherwise you wouldn´t be fat) - HERE IT COMES (drums going wild) - eat a little less than you use and.. exercise! TADAAAAAAA! THAT`S THE WHOLE FUCKING SECRET! no diet pills, no dietfree crap, no more eating grass - a little common sense and there´s a solution staring you in the face!

Oh and yes, of course there are people who are mentally nuts and can´t stop eating and have a disorder and syndromes and BULLLLLLSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT! We are what we think and want for ourselves! Do you fucking know how powerful our brains are? AND.. WE.. CONTROL.. IT! So fucking stop living the emotionless, shallow, meaningless industrialism work-related 24\7 life and start thinking of your own health, your OWN LIFE before you become a stupid asshole.

And.. I don´t judge those people! I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO PROBLEM with people being overweight, I NEVER in my life think I´m better than anyone else, I mean.. if you were reading this and going: Zzzomg he must think he´s better - IT`S YOU WHO BRINGS UP THIS KIND OF THINKING! I mean, stop putting words into other peoples mouths - in conclusion.. be skinny (I mean.. not too skinny, that´s just africa-freaky) or be fat.. doesn´t matter.. but.. BE FUCKING HAPPY WITH YOURSELF, LOVE YOURSELF AND STOP WHINING!

peaceout!

that's not news! trains..

2008-06-20T22:30:00.003+03:00

To begin with, I´d like to mention that I understand this shit is heavy and has a real deep emotional side and whatever else- get off my back, I´m not here to fucking hear your story or judge it.

BUT for fuck sake! When a train crushes a car- THAT`S NOT NEWS, that´s just everyday reality! first of all, don´t get your fucking ass on the tracks WHILE THERE IS A TRAIN COMING! and.. don´t fucking drink while driving, in a matter of a fact, don´t fucking drink it all! not gonna get into this RIGHT NOW, but that shit is so whacked also!

I´m just sick of reading the newspapers and stumbling on articles like these. I´d like to read shit like.. a tram drove right off the tracks and through downtown WITHOUT FUCKING HITTING ANYTHING and without anyone really noticing it and then in the end it just drove back into the tracks.. or.. if someone found a woman who actually made sense - HAHA, well.. I really exaggerated here, since I know a lot of really awesome women and I have a lot of really ineffable female friends, but somehow the fucking crazy whores still get more attention, just goes to show how fucked up our situation really is on this god forsaken planet.

.. and don´t you just fucking hate it when you´re yawning and a fucking bug flies into your mouth?

and.. where´s the love?!?!

peaceout!

music rapeact

2008-06-19T10:28:00.004+03:00

I never thought I was going to write about this, since I REALLY thought.. more likly.. hoped.. that this was someshit 3year olds did or something- guess I was wrong, again.. damn I´m sensing a pattern here.

Let me try to ask you politely.. what the (ah screw it) WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING THROUGH YOUR HEAD WHEN YOU`RE SAYING THAT SOME SHIT YOUR LISTENING TO IS ACTUALLY BETTER THAN THAT THE OTHER PERSON IS LISTENING TO?!?!? What the fuck is wrong with you? I mean honestly, for a moment, try to think it through - what was that made you as crazy as you are? You protesting 'thinking' and 'even slightly making sense'?!?!?!?

First of all.. I don´t fucking care if you REALLY think the music you´re listening to is better, fucking fag, but.. I´m sorry because you asshole actually bring down quite a few people, because.. there are people who believe people aren´t as fucked up as they really are.. and have their hopes up way too many times.

And.. secondly.. what do you mean by BETTER? I mean.. I don´t even fucking know myself, who the fuck are you to say which kind of music should I choose?!?! Did you like fucking assrape me with some kind of a camera when I was asleep and like looked into my soul and then fucking ran home and started sending me shit? okay.. I must admit, I kinda went out of hand here, KINDA - it´s like saying sort of, doesn´t mean anything really, except when added to a phrase like "I fed your cat."

In conclusion, what I´m trying to squeeze out of myself is that you don´t fucking know anything about anyone really, you.. don´t and.. the music thing - if you´re really INTO something and you want other people to listen to it, PHRASE IT BETTER YOU FUCKING DICKWAD - for example (cause you fucking assholes are so retarded everything has to be shown to you)
BAD WAY: HAHAHAHA MY MUSIC IS WAY BETTER THAN YOURS PLEASE LISTEN TO IT HEHEHE I RULE HEHEHEHE I LIVE IN THE WORLD OF ME HEEHEE
good way: I found some pretty good music, could you please find the time to listen to it and tell me what you think of it?

Everyone fucking sees the world differently, thank GOD that there are as many music styles and songs and bands (etc) as there are today. Respect to people who produce the love.

peaceout!

old people.. and people.. consideration

2008-06-18T22:25:00.009+03:00

Hey.. this is not a PHASE or a fucking period I´m going through! stop jumping to conclusions - just some shit went down today that reminded me of some other shit that has been going down very much.. in my life (sounds like some really bad lyrics).

SO yeah.. what the fuck is up with people and their living in the world of.. THEM.. I mean - HELLO, OTHER PEOPLE EXIST TOO! .. I kinda really fucking try to understand that.. sometimes you just fade away and daydream, but this is ridiculous!!.. I know this is one of those things that shouldn´t ever piss anyone off about but..first of all.. it´s better to be pissed off than pissed on and.. I mean.. it´s not like.. before I was born god made me choose the things I would get pissed off and I was like HUMMMMM let´s pick the fucking small stuff that nobody REALLY notices, but still kinda ticks people off.. so anyways, back to the point, I´ll bring you a couple of example, hang in there!

One day I was just chilling and smiling and minding my own business while waiting for the bus.. everything was SHINY and nice and whatnot.. and then some fucking faggot came and stood RIGHT infront of me! that was my MAIN VIEWPOINT! I actually LIKED the things I saw there and I have a REALLY short attention span and that place kinda really cought my attention and.. continued for a really long time so.. I was having a little party in my head and then this assface just blocked me! I mean.. not like oh he stood like.. 50 yards away infront of like a really small thing I was looking at.. NO! I mean.. even I couldn´t have fit me between myself and the pavement.. and he somehow squeezed his ass there.

So.. I was like.. standing there and trying to make a face like: ZOMG WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING, MAN?! and.. he didn´t even look at me.. he was looking somewhere to the west and I was looking there at first.. but nothing caught my attention so this guy must be really numb if he saw something he really liked there, but in conclusion - why the fuck stand RIGHT infront of me? I mean.. I stood there, I liked my aura, there was PLENTY of room EVERYWHERE around me and he just picked that place! I have no idea what the fuck he was trying to accomplish.. but in the end I just stepped left and still had that good view and.. I also got into the bus faster than he did, even tho he prolly was planning to enter it before me.

And.. another time.. when.. uhm.. okay there was this situation today and there was this situation some time ago, I have no idea which one I´m gonna talk about.. I´m just gonna think it through for a minute.. (YOU DON`T HAVE TO TAKE A MINUTE LONG PAUSE WHILE READING THIS!)

I´ve decided.. so.. I was in the store one day and.. I was walking straight, not very fast.. well.. decent speed and.. from the right some guy wanted to get before me (I have no memory of where EXACTLY was I and where the fuck he showed up from, but.. it doesn´t matter..) so.. anyways.. he was actually further away from me and.. he was coming to "my lane" and.. he also saw me, but.. he was walking utterly slow for some fucking reason (none of my business.. I´m gonna just continue) and.. HE ACTUALLY STARTED TO BLOCK ME! at some point I was like.. WHAT THE FUCK DUDE?

Let me explain exactly what happened.. from my lens - he saw me walking in O.K. speed.. he wanted to cut in, he LOOKED AT ME, I actually SAW him acknowledging the fact that I was walking faster.. EYE CONTACT! COMMUNICATING! BODY LANGUAGE! then he stepped INFRONT OF ME, whilst walking REALLY SLOW and then ALSO looking at me from the corner of his EYE! I mean.. WHAT THE!?!? are people now intentionally messing with other people? Are you people SO FAR up your ass that.. you have to start messing with other peoples problems? You´re life is so fucking great and "in order" that you think oh.. I have FREE TIME, let´s try to just make other people angry, let´s see how that goes.

Please people, in crowded places, TRY to acknowledge other people! I think I´m not asking for too much, only the consideration of people who surround you.

.. oh yeah and I think I forgot to mention, but that bus-stop guy was really old.

swearing.. sorry.. you know.

oh and total respect to people who drive smart cars- ATLEAST SOMEONE´S DOING SOMETHING! .. there´s always the chance of WALKING (this activity should be advertised more, totally unpopular) AND YES, I UNDERSTAND THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CAN`T LIVE THEIR EVERYDAY LIVES WITHOUT DRIVING A CAR, geez.

peace&love!

humankind- totally fucked up!

2008-06-18T00:21:00.002+03:00

Okay, so.. hey again. I haven´t written anything here since.. well.. nothing has really pissed me off lately, but.. some shit has been piling up in small stacks and.. I`M BAAAAAACK.

So.. today I´d like to talk shortly about people in general.. and.. opinions and.. well.. just the usual way of thinking, judging.. and anything that really goes with this.

I´d REALLY like to start with the judging other people subject. This is something that REALLY pisses me off just because people are so fucking STUPID! (and most definitely I´m not talking about YOU, my god, oh no!) I mean.. first of all, who the fuck are you to tell anyone ANYTHING what they "might" be doing wrong "IN YOUR OPINION"? I know the Freedom of Speech bullshit, but.. that just doesn´t cut it here - speaking your mind, not letting people hold you down, trying to make society better and pointing out huge flaws that might really hurt other people versus.. just being a FUCKING dick and trying to change other people.. just.. shut up now and read on.

You just don´t know what the FUCK it takes to be other people! YOU DON`T! YOU JUST FUCKING DON`T! You might THINK or GUESS, but.. if you take your head out of your ass one day, you might realize that you´ve just been really reckless AND HELLISHLY WRONG! .. oh yes.. and.. also stupid, but you already knew that, didn´t you.

OH! another thing.. I mean.. what the fuck is going through your head when.. let´s say.. someone gets offended because you said something and.. you ask: did THAT offend you? oh my god, what is WRONG with you? or whatever.. DUDE..S!.. what the fuck!?!? have you ANY idea what might be going through other peoples head.. at.. ALL?!?!? you might think that everyone sees the world like you do and every curse word is something everyone understands equally and.. any other fairytail bullshit like that, but I´m sorry to burst your bubble but YOU`RE FUCKING INCORRECT!.. oh and santa claus doesn´t exist either.

Dumdidum.. so.. an idea popped into my head - there are a lot of people nowadays who just.. judge other people for doing something they´re doing, whatever it might be.. and just.. trashtalk about them and think up crazy shit and just spread it around and see other people take the bait and then do the fucking happy dance of satan or whatever.. (haha.. satan..).. so yeah.. first of all, I´ve never had the time nor have I cared enough to talk with my female friends nor my gf's about girls subjects, but.. lately, again.. why the fuck everything just pops up lately? oh well, not gonna get into that.. so yeah.. lately I´ve been getting confirmation about the fact that.. well.. girls do this shit a lot and yes.. not only girls, guys do it too, but I´ve never in my life heard any of my friends talked anything like this before, so.. maybe I´ve just been a fucking lucky son of a bitch.

This thing just so fucking drives me crazy! How in the hell do you find the free time to actually try to fuck up other people?!?! AND WHY SHOULD YOU EVEN DO IT?!?! WHYYYY? I mean.. people who just are doing what they do, even if I don´t understand it or.. don´t approve of it.. are.. idols in my viewpoint. They do what they do, what they like, no matter what others say.. but.. I just can´t help it.. the fucktards who themselves are shallow, have no meaning and no purpose just try to fuck up those.. who HAVE a life and have hopes and dreams and they fucking know this shit and.. well.. I´m not sure why people rant on other people, guess everyone has hes\her own reasons, but.. this shit is just crazy.

I just fucking hope that.. if you´re one of those people who´s always trying to bring other people down, who´s saying untrue things about other people, who´s just hurting other people because you CAN (really good reason tho!).. that.. please.. for the sake of the humankind.. GET HELP! there are ACTUALLY trained professionals to help your sorry ass.

Huh.. okay.. you don´t know this but there was a break before the last para. and this one, but.. well.. NOW YOU KNOW! yet another subject that kinda pisses me off just because people are kinda retarded it seems, not kinda.. they are REALLY retarded, like.. what the fuck is wrong with them? I do really blame the government. and canada.. but that´s beside the point.. but yeah, the society and democracy and other fucking bullshit that goes with this.. let´s call it a 'thing'.. is really fucking up people and whatnot and.. oh.. I forgot, I didn´t say what pisses me off.. I´ll get right to it! SORRY!

This one day I was like.. arguing with someone I know.. about.. I don´t even remember what it was about .. and that´s not even important, so yeah.. we reached a point where he told me something he thought about it and.. I still continued to guard my opinion and explain why I believe in what I believe, when.. he was trying to just make me believe some shit he thought was right.. without any explenation or.. anything! (hence why I called it 'some shit'.. I really care what others think and say if they really believe in it and if it´s real and.. he\she has really thought about it and can back it up with facts and.. well.. ETC!)

Soooo.. we reached a point where he went like: zomg! but you aren´t like.. listening to me.. why argue!?!? - and I was like uhm.. first of all, I´d like to say that these TYPES of conversations aren´t 'ARGUING', people don´t even fucking know what they´re talking about these days, just fucking saying love is lust and whatnot, oh well.. so anyways, this is analyzing, both parties just saying what they think and whatever.. but guess he was just trying to make me believe in the same shit as he did.. so.. yeah, I was like.. I UNDERSTAND what you might be trying to tell me (it was really simple and.. I can really say that.. there´s a 35% chance of me being wrong on this one) so.. and.. well.. uhm, I lost my train of thoughts.. sec.. so.. hmm.. YEAH! I told him that I understood him, but it didn´t really change anything I believe in and then he was like.. I don´t believe you! .. which made me.. think about the fact that he´s a total retard AND that.. hmm.. the only reason I could actually SHOW or PROVE to him that.. I "get" what he´s trying to tell me is when.. I change my attitude and change my way of life just the way he was telling me.. which totally pissed me off!

I mean.. why the fuck people "argue" nowadays? Whenever I talk to someone and start analyzing and whenever I try to hear other peoples thoughts.. people go like "omg this is going nowhere" and whatnot and.. I feel like a REAL douchbag idiot fagface.. because.. I thought the whole point of this mystical action called "arguing" was just to get smarter and more experience.. not to try to frame other people into believing some shit that you don´t even believe in.. but.. you want others to believe in it so you can go "WELL, I`M NOT THE ONLY ONE" in the end.

I REALLY think I´m totally fucked up because I care too much and because I involve emotions with people and I really need the love and I´m giving the love.. the older the people get the more fucked up they are - industrialism, democracy and the whole idea of our society is really fucking up people, making them suppress all the real emotions and shit.. WHERE THE FUCK WILL WE END UP AS HUMANKIND ONE DAY? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

and again I´m sorry because of the swearing, but you fucking assholes just PISSSSS MEEEEE OFFFFFFFFFF sometimes, sometimes I just look the other way.
.. oh and.. PLEASE YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE! if you´re going like: omg he´s must be really sad or whatever, no.. no I´m not, the fact that I care enough to express my true feelings without the sense of censorship and whatnot.. and.. that I care enough not to suppress my feelings because of what others might think of me.. everyone needs an outlet, this is mine, DEAL WITH IT or fuck off.

also I´d like to add that there are also normal people out there, who are sweet and tender and have real emotions and haven´t gone along with the industrialism thing.. you know who you are! and.. I also know that 98% of the assholes who are reading this are like: sweet, I´m normal too- NO, YOU FUCKING ARE NOT! the people who REALLY ARE normal, don´t need other people or even themselves to tell that to them, they just know it, you on the other hand.. don´t.

take care!
peace&love!

Freedom of Speech! ..prolly vol1

2008-06-07T23:38:00.007+03:00

So hey again! the vol1 is there because.. well.. I´m pretty sure I´m not a genius to say everything I think about Freedom of Speech in one try, so.. I´m leaving some space for the future.

This is a subject I´ve been longing to express myself via blogging, but.. something has always kept me down- maybe the reason I didn´t is the reason I´m writing this right now? Nah.. I don´t think so, but hey.. you really never know.

Let´s get straight to the point without the long chitchat. Freedom of Speech (yes, I write it like that) is totally FUCKED UP. I mean.. what the hell is WRONG with people nowadays? Has the industrialism really fucked up everyone's brain.. like.. it.. is.. meant.. to? I mean, people have NO desire for freedom AT ALL to just go along with the freaking system and they have absolutely no problem suppressing all their natural desires and all other shit that goes along with it? Fuck sake people! Ah, rolling offtrack again, sorry.

I mean.. maybe I´m stupid, I really think I´m stupid because I SEEM to have a WAY different approach and viewpoint when it comes to Freedom of Speech. I imagine the utopia-alike right to be something like.. you can say ANYTHING you like, ANYWHERE, ANYTIME and.. nothing will happen to you because of it, but.. yeah.. maybe I am stupid because Freedom of Speech isn´t ANYTHING like that nowadays.

I should be able to tell a cop right in the face to.. FUCK OFF and.. just walk a way like nothing has happened, but.. I can´t.. because.. uhm, the Freedom of Speech isn´t what it is supposed to be.. presuming my point of view is the one that is the "right" one or at-least partly right to make any of my statements a little correct.

First of all, I kinda know what might be the problem here (yes, beside the fact that people who piss off rather easily are STUPID!!) If I at any point tell someone to for.. example.. fuck off then they always react how they want to react, I mean.. that´s perfectly normal, isn´t it? NO, IT IS NOT and I´ll explain why. The chance of you EVER, IN YOUR GOD DAMN LIFE MIGHT POSSIBLY GUESS OR KNOW what I mean by some insult is VERY VERY VERY VERY ... close to ZERO. The reason you piss off at someone is because you THINK (taking guesses at the actual date and time) that.. he.. or she MIGHT POSSIBLY mean this or that. I mean what the fuck kind of retard are you? THINK ABOUT IT.

There is absolutely no reason to get offended by anything nowadays - get used to Freedom of Speech - you and anyone can tell absolutely ANYONE ANYTHING! If something pops into your head - tell it! I mean.. if it´s something GOOD.. because there is NO reason at all to just talk shit, people as a group are really dumb already and we should stop the decrease in IQ. NOW!

I know, some of those people who know me go like - but ZOMGG!!! I told you something and you got offended and told me to fuck off, WHY ARE YOU TALKING AGAINST YOURSELF NANANANANANNAA? First of all.. again.. FUCK OFF! There are people from whom I don´t expect Freedom of Speech and.. my closest friends are really one of those, I mean.. I love supporting other people and I REALLY love it if they support me back.. and.. the friends I have really support me and thank god (yes, let´s thank god this time, because I had ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with it and it´s absurd even if I did, since.. GOD "made" me. et cetera, I´ll get into that later) so.. yea.. I´m really thankful for my friends and I will always love them! peace!=)

But.. let´s get back to the offending thing.. I mean.. if you´re so fucking crazy that you feel the urge to kick your friends down.. then.. WARN THEM! I mean.. if you start talking to me and if you´re like.. oh I feel like kicking a friend down today JUST FOR THE FUN OF IT! TIHIHIHI! then.. WARNNNNNN MEEEEEEE! in the beginning of the conversation go like: hey, I´m gonna try to FUCK your day up, I know I´m your friend and I know you might not get the "JOKES" which I will talk about later like an idiot just.. like.. "OMGOMGOMGOMG YOU TOOK THAT SERIOUSLY?!?!?! HAHAHA YOU SUCK SO MUCHH THOSE WERE TOTALLY JOKES EVEN THO I DID NOT CONSIDER YOUR FEELINGS AT ALL AND I THINK I RULE THE WORLD AND I LIVE IN THE WORLD OF ME WHERE THE EARTH REVOLVES AROUND ME." - okay.. I confess, I exaggerate a little bit, but hey, not too much.

If you guys warn me before, I know I will keep my distance from you and I won´t get into you that much. I love my friends and I´m always like a little kid with them, always like.. having the first day together and I love making people feel happy and make people laugh and stuff and.. if I do that with people, I want to or I don´t, I expect kinda the same thing from them.. even if not that, then neutrality, but.. when you fucking start saying "TRUTH" or you go like "I`M SORRY, I´m am like I am.. I don´t want to lie to you and if you ask me something, I don´t care if I crush your hopes and dreams and any chance you have of succeeding in your life, but hey, what can I do, I´m me and .. trying to support you IS LIKE SO FUCKING HARD! I mean FUCK SAKE I CAN`T EVEEEEEEEEEEEER DO IT!" .. damn, got carried away got, but AGAIN! this is TRUE in the principle point of view. It´s not hard to support, REALLY, IT IS NOT, YOU MIGHT ACTUALLY MAKE SOMEONE HAPPY! THINK OF IT THIS WAY!

OWKAY I´ve been going a little offtopic, but not too much since it still has A LOT TO DO WITH IT (if you´re going like omg this is still offtopic, PRESS THE FUCKING X IN THE CORNER, I don´t need your stupidass reading this if you´re iq is less than 60.)

I live in Estonia and.. everything here seems "perfect" or at-least "good," when it´s really more fucked up than anywhere else, just because it´s reverse fuckedup than in anywhere else - people live TOO much by the rules and really, I mean REALLY suppress every little real emotion they have. Parents are like robots of the government trying to fuck their kids up as.. fucked up.. as they are themselves. But now.. when I look outside of Estonia, everything is really.. pretty.. decent. I mean, when I look outside to.. the west, I don´t really give a shit about the east, I won´t even say I´m sorry because I just don´t give a shit.

But.. the fucking hassle over the "N-word" I mean.. WHO THE FUCK CARES ANYMORE? Black people think one thing, we (and by we I mean WHITEYS) mean absolutely NOTHING CLOSE TO IT. FUCK OFF! And.. they were talking about banning that word? I mean.. what the? If you BAN one word or.. if you.. at-least THINK of disallowing the use of one word, you fuck up the whole concept of Freedom of Speech. If some asshole tells you you can´t say one or the other word just because it "offends" someone and just because "they think it´s bad" - dingdingding! THAT ASSHOLE IS A RETARD!

You SHOULD be able to say anything, anytime, anywhere no matter what! If you like Freedom of Speech, everyone of you should encourage other people to practice Freedom of Speech and just speaking their mind about everything! One day.. I PROMISE YOU! ONE DAY! our world will be a much much safer place and MAYBE THEN I will THINK about having a kid be born into this world, until then, no fucking way.

Okay.. sometimes.. uhm.. I mean very often I get really frustrated with reality.. since.. the fucking people who enforce .. for example "working" on everyone and who think working is FINE and should be like.. GLOBAL (which it ALREADY FUCKING IS SO FUCKING STOP ADVERTISING IT).. it´s all FUCKED UP, stop suppressing yourself! I know I went really offtopic on this one, but live WITH IT! JUST LIVE WITH IT! and as I said in the beginning, I´m no genius, I just say what´s on my mind!

I apologize for swearing.. THAT MUCH! but.. I wouldn´t take it back, I´m just sorry if you´re really not into it and I thank you sincerely if you withstood it even tho. Respect it or buzz off.

love to everyone!
take care!
PEACEOUT!

Self-help books: seducing men\women

2008-05-28T18:17:00.009+03:00

Firstly I want to state that this is ONLY MY opinion- there is no need to draw conclusions with anyone else or any institute I´m apart of, thank you in advance.

As a recent project I participated in, we talked about the self-help books that kinda.. erm.. "teach" people how to seduce\win someone over by a list of things you can do\say or.. just let´s say.. to change about you.

In my humble opinion, the whole idea of this book is a manipulation. I mean the way they want to lure you in by saying things like "oh you want to get him\her, don´t you" and "don´t want to be lonely anymore? read this and you´ll get anyone you want." Of course people react to these kinds of things, but.. what in the hell is the matter with the authors of these books?

Okay.. I kinda understand that some people really have a hard time being alone and they just want to be with someone AND they don´t care what they go through, but this is SURELY not the way to do it.

First of all, these books rely on the fact that people are ONLY driven by desires and really don´t concentrate enough time for themselves to think their life through. Talking about low and high self-esteem men\women and that you always have to play with them to "keep it exciting" and you can´t do the things you really desire and well.. the emotions you ACTUALLY FEEL should be suppressed at all cost! and it always comes down to reminding you the fact that.. "you do want to be with someone, don´t you??????"

I understand that at some point this all might even make sense and through the project we had to put ourselves in different roles whilst analyzing these books, so.. that kinda made me more versatile towards the subject also, but it still did not overweight my personal point of view on this.

As I see it, this book kinda tells us that.. people are easily manipulated with (which.. they.. are) and that anything and everything relationship-wise should be done as written there. It also usually brings out the con side of every action. For example.. the fact "nice and good guys never really get women and always the badass and 'intriguing ones' do" came up in a lot of the self-help books and.. I was kinda surprised at it.. then again.. I really wasn't.

I´m not going to stop on this subject, since this just kinda goes offtopic, but.. every single person at some point in their life want excitement, unpredictability and something "crazy" and that is one of the reason these kind of people are the ones favoured, but that usually doesn´t last for long.. or.. if it does, then that person is just someone who is in-need of something like that in his\her life. I´ll explain about this shortly later on.

People at some point, when reading them, feel the urge to change and try something new, since.. well.. let´s face the facts - manipulation works, there is no doubt there, but at some point people get too hungry for power and they lose themselves.

While analyzing the book.. at one point I just closed it and thought about the whole idea. If.. a man "needs" this book and willing to totally change his life and suppress his feelings\urges just to get a woman.. how fucked up will it eventually be? I mean.. if you need to go through these kind of books to totally change your view on the whole relationship concept.. then.. who in the hell you will you end up with?

I mean.. I love the way I see relationships without all the bullshit and playing and.. I´ll honestly say that I wouldn´t say no to the occasional "playing" from time to time.. BUT that time to time would be like once every 10 years.. maybe I´m the fucked up one who wants a normal relationship where you don´t have to read books to hook up with someone you like?

The idea I´m trying to squeeze out of myself is that.. don´t change your whole belief system just because you want to get that ONE girl\boy you really like. If you HAVE to change yourself to make him\her like you.. it´s NOT worth it, there are billions of people on this planet and.. sooner or later, if you´re opened to life, you´ll find the person who likes you for YOU - if you still haven´t.. then.. are you sure you REALLY want it to happen?

And lastly, let´s say that you read the books and try it and.. you even get someone and then you want to "settle down" and cut the bullshit that got you into that relationship, what do you think are the chances of her staying with you OR what do you think are the chances of the relationship being anywhere near the healthy scale? You tricked yourself and her to get you both in a relationship, at some point you´ll get tired of acting and being fake and.. want to move back to basis and then.. you just have to start all over and you´ll realise that you would have been better off just being yourself and meeting that special someone some other way.

peaceout.

­RayRay's Standup